Life is but a breeze

and so I row.. row.. row my boat gently down the stream.. (you know how the song goes) but in this particular journey.. the stream lead me to the sea.. into the unknown.. but first I must appologise to anyone who follows this blog.. I am sorry, for neglecting you.. here is me blowing the dusty comment box, cleaning up the cobwebs.. and polishing the layout. This finally feels like home again.. ok, so back to the sea.. I should call it the sea of life.. so wide, and no proper pathway.. best you can do is use the stars to navigate your way.. but that would mean, waiting for night to come and risk being in the dark.. I could end my post here.. let you interpret what I just wrote.. you might even come up with a better 'meaning making' than mine.. all I have is.. life is all about taking risk no? or how about there is always a solution to a problem, we just have to be mindful of the strategy? or or.. you will never know whats install for you untill you step out in faith.. whichever it is.. I wish you the best of luck in life (if you are still able to read this, then you are still on your journey.. no?) =)

again...

How can it be, I thought I was prepared this time around. I've been here before, I've seen it happen, I experince it.. and learned from it.. I should be prepared. Each memory I hold on to, is slowly turning into a past.. You are suppose to stay there, I see you then I see science, I see you then I see that blue car.. its suppose to stay that way.

In midst of sadness and grieve, I keep thinking of the korean drama you love watching.. =') and that made me smile.. Cheers to you Teacher.. your were trully a great women of science.. thanks for opening up your house to teach us.. UPSR was not scary because of you..

I do get annoyed.. =)

The usual things in life are always taken for granted.. this is my 10:40pm mind talking.. random ramblings in the middle of the night. The observer in me is awaken again, this time in the internet world I observe. The power of anonimity is so powerful, it is as if there is this technological invisibility cloak that is so empowering that it makes mere humans feel like underground heroes.. I laugh..

Hello the valentine Grinch is talking: can you please not let the whole world know about your dinner plans for tonight on facebook? ooh, that goes with your breakfast plan, lunch plan.. holiday plan, random outing plan, or even your whole life story and how much you miss your 'baby', 'darling', 'lover', LOVE', 'Honeypoohbear', 'hunnybunny', 'jigalipuff''???? eh? hahaha.. and he/she is right next to you????.. yup, it is quite rude.. I feel rude reading your status as if it is a lost love letter and your DEAR one who is the receiver is some lost soldier in a war zone...mesti ka? is it a need or a want? I am asking you that question.. beacause I have no choice, when your comment/status appear on my homepage.. I call it Internet PDA and it is FOR ALL EYES TO SEE... I wonder...

Lets all have an understanding here... whatever is on the internet, whether you put it to private or not.. it REALLY IS NOT PRIVATE!.. nothing is safely private.. photos? private blogs?? (why have ablog in the first place right?).. I question...

what say you? anybody care to comment and have a go at what makes them annoyed? =)

MICHELLE& BSB

I really miss you, there's something I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside, I know you are

Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (yeah!)
Never gone
No, no, no, no

I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow) somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Chorus:
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday yeah)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you would be forever in my life (in my life, yeah)
Never gone (gone from me)

If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again
(I will see you somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere)
(Never gone) Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close, always close),
everyday (everyday, everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye (yeah, yeah)
I know you would be forever in my life
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are (in my heart is where you are)
Always close (always close), everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Never gone, never farIn my heart is where you are

Rear view mirror

Weird how life has changed, one day you are playing in the sand box and next thing you know, you are worrying about a degree.. no connection? Exactly my purpose then.. 'See you later' is actually, 'see you tomorrow', and 'tomorrow' can actually means 'later'. 'Again' is 'never' and 'never' is the 5th time. A new thought came to my mind the other day, its called a Positive Assumption, with this, it makes life more acceptable.

For example, how many of you has a friend or just know of a person either in school or the work place, that always almost everytime you meet up with them you see them in the same kind of clothes, the same t-shirt, jeans and socks.. so the typical assumption would be 'wow' this person is very lazy never care to was their clothes'.. But what if it was the exact opposite? what if the person is very hardworking, and washes their clothes everytime they come back from school or work.. I guess some would call it not judging or just indenial but I call it making life a little more bearable.

I learned this way of thinking form my grandpa.. another example of a possitive assumption can be useful especially if you have just been bullied on the road, how many of you have ever encounter one of those annoying 'Over-Takers'.. well, in this situation my grandpa would always say 'Angka bini ya ka beranak'.. hahaha.. translation: 'Maybe the wife is going to give birth'.. or my favorite.. 'Angka ya sakit perut ka bira'.. translation: 'Maybe he/she is having stomach ache and needs to go to the toilet'.. hahaha.. see what I mean by making life more bearable??

2010 I am counting on you..

I love how my house looks like during christmas.. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. what?? I am 8 days late? typical.. one new year resolution down the drain.. speaking of new year resolution, 2009 new year resolution to donate blood, was -impossible.. I had to at least be 50kg.. I tried to eat my heart out, but I guess due to the fact that I stay 10 minutes away frm Curtin.. and have to walk almost everyday.. makes it difficult for me to hold the extra kilos.. ok.. the Holiday was great for me.I spend alot of time with the family. If there is one thing I like about hoildays its the family gathering and FOOD!!!! haha.. will update soon!

Advise of the day: Set your Priority right in the begining of the year.. and remember to stay with it!