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I write the weirdest things and I think my blog is Themeless..all sorts of junk put into one.. being random is common these days..So i guess Im common..I climb trees when i was young just to have fun with friends.. now that we have gotten older.. we bbq.. My sisters are my source of inspiration.. my friends are importand to me..Im not religious I just love Jesus.. Im the happiest when I can make a person smile.. I want to travel all around the world one day.. especially Japan.. pls help me get there.. Amen!

drey say..anythingla


Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Rie Fu and my Lucky eye..

Have you guys watch 'Bleach'?? thn you would be fimiliar with the ending song by Rie fu.. her ability to pronounce english better than any Japanese singer , I know.. haha... I fell in love with her song "Life is Like a Boat".. SOOOOO NICE!.. to me.. she is a mix of Alanis Morissette and Sheryl Crow.. Japanese version of course.. haha.. check her out in Youtube.. espacially the song " life is like a boat"..

ps: yup, today is finally the end of April.. but NOOO.. she aint over with me yet. She went out with a BANG.. ladies and gentlement.. I am under going my ANNUAL RED EYE CONFERENCE.. If u know wht I mean??? haha..

yup, to those who dont know me very well, I will always.. I repeat ALWAYS at least once in a yr have a red eye problem.. even the doctors are fed up with my annual visit.. yeah, only I can say that.. Even my friends are use to it.. I have gone through alot of nick names etc. Red eye (Kinda cool) , Peeping tom ( harsh), OKU ( sad), Sexy eye????.. ( weird)..

BUT!!!.. i have to say.. when the red eye Attacks! Im actually happy.. because some thing GOOD will always happen.. since i can remember.. in Form 1- I was elected as prefect. form 2- Ketua unit Pengawasn kelas. Form 3- Telematch Co-ordinator. Form 4- Hsl, Form 5-My driving license.. and thn... JUST now, Suzanne came by to pas me something.. the ER mag.. and at the last page was.. THe article that Suzanne wrote and I help.. was published.. I was soooo happy.. thanks Suz.. yup, actually one friend noticed this good fortune of mine and ever since thn the nick name .. LUCKY EYE.. was commonly used..

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

good times.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEB..

haha.. yer, semangat St.3..if u dont knw wht I mean.. its because Im using the colour Brown to write.. haha.. anyway.. before I forget.. HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEBORAH DRIS!!!.. abit too late.. her bday was on the 28th april.. ahh.. better late than never right???.. oh ya, thanks for the time spend with you while you were back, it reminded me of the good old days.. climbing trees??, run under the rain while playing jadi?.. climb the canteen and dewan roof top? stay back geng, play basketball with googles.. hahaha.. banyak kerja bodoh.. so rasa Indiana Jones.. yup, words alone cannot explain how I finally realise what a good friend you are.. thank you so much for everything.. and not forgetting I want to say sorry for any misunderstanding between us.. for now, lets keep in touch and do our best for the future.. wink! wink!..

ok, lets see.. what to write.. oh, this is Nadia ( doing the Peace sign), Chrislynn (with the cool hat), and the "cacat-ed" me.. before playing laser tag.. haha.. I seem to be explaining something but.. no one seem to be interested..
yes, yes, I know.. shock diri.. haha.. man that night was soo fun.. runing and screaming.. haha.. Deb, Chrislynn and I had a plan to scream when 'the laser tag guy'.. was anywhere us".. thn suddenlly Deb screamed on top of her lungs which made Chris and I shock.. and scream too.. and ask whr is the guy?? all Deb could do was laugh..and say"oh, no I jus test drive".. haiya.. the second game was abit unfair.. as u can see.. chris and I in green, Esme, Deb, and Nadia..in red. 2 vs 3.. plus got some random laser tag guy.. play for the red team too!.. haiyo..
for those who never played laser tag.. my advice DON'T WEAR WHITE.. or this will happen to u.. an easy target.. yup, thats me and Esme.. hahaha..

after laser tag.. we went to Isabella.. a good place to chill.. thanks to Esme and Deb for introducing this awesome place.. too bad Deb and I almost got into an accident..NOT.. haha.. we just wanted to rasa geng fight ba.. but as u can see.. I was easily bullied.. haha.. thanks to Esme directing skills.. haha.. the night ended.. with Deb sending Esme home, and I send Nadia back.. haha.. we'll Im happy to say my Laser tag marathon has just begone..when the Next day We played Laser tag again for Lip yi's bday.. haha..

photo's taken from esme's blog.. thanks Esme!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I got tagged

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
humans? no.. food?? YES...

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
why? is there a rule that says.. must eat while brushing teeth?

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan.. haha..

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To go to Japan? .. haha.. why cant I have all of my dreams come true??

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
er.. Yeah.. I've seen many for the past 18 yrs of my life.. if not my eyes are playing tricks on me..

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Jump for joy? haha.. I'll probably.. discuss with my sisters on wht to do with it, and see wht the BIG GUY UP THERE have in mind for us (if u knw wht i mean).... Give to the poor, travel the world, eat as many food, buy a house, build a youth center for Kuching.. you can only do so much..

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
erm.. i'll get back to you on tht..

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
huh? I rather sell them.. but than again when can u get a second chance to swim in chocolates..

10. Do you wear boxers?
=D

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
the type that never runs out of petrol.. =D

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
u mean my left side or right side of my body? haha.. jokes.. I dont have one..but a hug would be nice..

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
It depends who it is and the situation..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God and my Faith..

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
hahaha... I rather eat at a hawker stall or do random crazy stuff..

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
er.. im not really into tht kind of stuff.. but, I guess my new hp?

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My laziness.. haha..

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
when friends turn thier backs on each other, when little puppies get hit by a car, when I finish watching a drama, when my sisters are hurt.. or When I feel spiritualy dry.. yup, sad.. sad..

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
no thank you.. because thn it would be my past.. u get me?

20. What do I want to achieve this year?
To impact people with my life..

I tag

  1. Manda
  2. Audrey tiong
  3. Esme
  4. Jer
  5. Melanie
  6. Nadia
  7. Parveen
  8. anyone with the letter B,C, and F.. in there names.. hahahaha

Friday, April 25, 2008

wht a month..

I am currently writing this on manda's old laptop.. yup, I just got it upgraded.. anyway, seems like the month of April live up to its nick name.. April fools.. I sure feel like one.. a fool alright.. it looks like APRIL has chosen to fool with me this year.. haha.. (lame)..lets see.. first.. I lost my hp and thn my computer was battling a virus.. (unfortunately it lost).. I thought my car got stolen..in star cineplax, (haha..bt I was just being old, i forgot the carpark number).., and I got alot of injuries because of laser tag..

BUT!.. alls good.. because when I was in youth last saturday night.. while we were in the mids of praise and worship.. God revealed to me how I actually feel.. honestly.. Im HAPPY!.. haha.. all those 'hard times' was replace with good memories.. all because of good company around, friends and family that made things more ' LAUGhABLE'.. haha..

When my hp got lost.. I found It was the funniest thing.. (now coffee bean will always remember me).. my computer died because of the virus, actually help me in a way.. my Online Drama Obsession was put to rest.. and thanks to tht I painted more wonderful paintings.. The car incident, obviously I found it.. (if not I wouldn't be here today)..haha.. as for the laser tag injuries?? come on.. its soo worth it..I would go through it again.. no pain.. no gain.. hahaha.. ahh.. good times.. with Deb, Esme, Chrislynn, and Nadia.. and again the next day with the band girls for Lip yi's bday..(sorry I dont remember all of their names) and again with jer, audrey, fateen, sean and some random guys. Lastly, I got to spend more time with my family member, my sisters, my dad, my step mum, my twin lil sisters (Im very happy with tht).. My grandfather on father side.. I really do feel bless..

yup.. I'm very much content with my life..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I lost my handphone!


Oh man.. I Lost my handphone.. what a life.. My life is never boring.. FUll of interesting events.. sigh.. want to switch life?? I lost it somewhere in town.. It was last seen in coffee bean.. but the thing is Im not really sad about it.. I know, I know.. New phone YAY!.. bt I think I'll just use my old one for now.. I manged to retrive my number.. Im happy with that.. because Im just worried for my college application.. in case they call.. Im just a lil sad because my uncle bought it for me..

have you ever fell like one moment its the best day of your life then suddenlly the moment does a total 360.. and it becomes the worst?? yup.. 15th April sure feels like that..

Monday, April 14, 2008

Three things to say..

Jer came back from Perth on sunday.. and it was nice to see her again.. anyway, I met up with her to pick some stuff up from my sister manda.. Yup, u guys gussed it.. CANDIES.. lots and lots of them.. especially the wonka raspberry twister which my lil sister Jasmine requested..( I tell you my family got a problem when it comes to food).. hahaha.. Thanks manda, now Jasmine's goin to get some serious sugar rush.. =D

hahahahaha.. confuse yet??.. thank God there is no such thing in Kuching.. anyway, On my way to pick up Jasmine from extra class just now.. the traffic light near the 3rd mile market was not working.. no lights no nothing.. You would think there would be a major Jam or accident but to my amazement.. the traffic was prefectly fine.. as if the drivers are Imagening the red ,green and yellow lights.. I was really amuse.. like they knew how long to go and went to stop.. haha.. waH! Not shabby ey.. and the funny thing is there were police traffic around but I think they were too shock.. that they just stood by the road side scratching their heads looking all amaze.. haha.. Good job citizens of Kuching..
haha.. cant stop looking into those beatiful eyes?? its actually an advertising gimmick.. it works doesnt it?? they say your eyes get attracted easily to another pair eyes.. haha.. anyway, The reason why I put up that picture was because I felt like that was how I look like when I notice myself in the mirror after I just said something to Jasmine.. you see when we reached home.. I quickly said to her.. " You Better Go hurry and change your clothes before you catch a cold".. (becuase it was raining heavily).. but the thing is.. I SOUND SO ORANG PUTIH!!.. aduh.. I froze.. haha.. oh man..

thy shall not speak like that so often, thy must promise to speak more Iban.. Thy shall not forget thy roots.. thy sould have said.. "Alai ke tukar baju dik, ngai ke sakit legi"...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

BIG APPLE~ DONUTS and COFFEE..






OK..ppl.. Hands up if u were in Spring on the 11th of April waiting in line at the Big Apple~ Donuts and coffee shop with a cut out coupon that says.. 1st 100 customer will get 6 free doughnut??? I mean seriously.. that morning if it wasnt for my Im-In-LOVE-with-FOOD sister Miss LILIAN BINJAN..I wouldnt have waited in line.. hahahaha.. but it was kind of interesting.. I met with audrey, sian and mel while I was there too (but they were not waiting for the doughnuts).. haha.. kind of hope NO ONE would see me.. haiyo.. too bad.. just my luck.. thank God there werent any photographers..

Ok.. the funny thing is .. The 100th person to get the Free 6 doughnuts was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME???? and it was 12:00pm!!!.. story of my life.. I was sooo geram.. but than what to do the person Infront of me was an old lady..=( ....sigh.. anyway.. I also got to make friends.. with old ppl.. aunties and uncle.. hahaha.. we were talking about.."Is it really worth it??.. YES IT IS" kind of conversation.. one even said.. he waited almost his whole life to taste Doughnut from abroad and not some sugar coated ones you get from the bakery.... hahahahah! BODZ!..


Oh! there was one good side of it though,, if u werent planing to buy one but you stayed in line you will still get a FREE DOUGHNUT.. A FREE.. note the 'A'.. so I ended up buy 6 others like the rest... I consoled myself saying.. nevermind "I am The 1st REAL PAYING COSTUMER".. and everyone around me laughed... Baka ne.. hahaha..

well, i guess I should promote it while Im writing.. it cost rm12 for 6 pieces.. and rm22 for a dozen.. and about rm2.20 for one.. and YES.. IT IS SOO WORTH IT...

Friday, April 11, 2008

ANime..

Oh' man.. BELINDA DEVI beat me to it again!!!!.. anyway.. this pass few days I have been watching anime (japanese cartoon) online.. I admit Im a total addict..being in the computer room like a vampire hidding in the dark away from sun light..( i think I need help)... ANYWAY.. the 1st anime I would like to introduce to you is.. La Cordo D' oro~Primo Passo..!!!! its about this girl who have no musical talent at all but ended up joining a musical contest..and all the Good looking guy contestant starts falling for her... haha.. ok? so whts soo nice about it??? the GOOD LOOKING guys in it.. hahahaha.. I cant believe Im in Love with a cartoon!.. watching this anime made me want to play a musical instrument!.. hahaha..



ok, this I just found out they made an anime out of it..its called VAMPIRE KNIGHT.. base on the title it about Vampires..haha.. Actually, I knew about this manga last year while shopping in Kl.. I randomly took the 1st volume( the only volume at that time~new release ba) because my sister lilian ask me too.. and I became a Fan ever since.. and I encourage Sarala, Bel and Nadia to read it too..they all Love it!!!Now!.. MISS BELINDA DEVI.. finish watching it online.. only the 1st volume la.. haha.. Finally they made an anime base on the manga.. I knew it was going to be a hit from the start!.. and it was on the news paper too!!! why I like it? because its something different and I like their uniform..hahaha..

so if your bored out of your minds.. go to youtube and watch any of these two anime!.. enjoy..

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Proposal Daisakusen!! Speacial Is out!!!!


Haiya! Bel beat me to it!!!.. anyway.. the title speaks for the post.. go to www.mysoju.com and watch it!!!

The artist In me..


In case some of ya'll dont know.. I paint.. well I use to.. until one sad day I LOST almost all my art work collection since primary school..(dont ask how) aduh.. I still remember tht day.. I cried while searching for it around the house. Manda.. was trying to calm me down but I just kept running up and down the house.. come on man!.. some of them were NoT bad ok.(not that Im praising my own work) =D but.. they also had sentimental values.. after tht day.. I gave up, on painting.. I lost my inspiration in 2006.. sigh.. (yer! ingat juak).. anyway.. this two survive.. the TOp was important to me because.. Michelle Hellen liked it and I dedicated it to her before she passed away.. she liked the tears.. ironic aint it? after her funeral.. this painting was the 1st thing I saw in my room..


now, this drawing.. I drew after my grandmother( father side) passed away 2006.. yup, I was inspired by my necklace tht my other grandma gave to me.. see the cross??.. thts how my necklace look like.. the other elements around it was put as to express how the atmosphere was like at that moment.. the wings, tears, heart and rose..

Im not very good with words.. so to express my feeling I draw or paint. after every art work manda would intrepret the emotion of the picture.. hahaha... she was always good at it.. with her bombastic words.. =P Anyway.. GOOD NEWS.. I have now started to Paint again.. I finished three painting already!.. yup.. I feel inspired again.. I guess what manda told me when I lost my painting was true.. she said.. " Eventhough your art works are gone.. your talent and passion is still in you heart".. or was it something like tht?? haha..forgot.. I just make it sound more "speaking".. Im sure there were a few Iban words somewhere in there.. Hahaha!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

ISABELLA+ Ngemor Out..


phew.. what a week.. yesterday played squash with Lanie and Pat.. thn last night a last minit thing.. went out with Deb and Esme to ISABELLA.. been there twice.. ITS A REALLY COOL PLACE to chill man.. and I didnt even know it existed.. till Deb and Esme told me about it.. haha..and its sooo near my hs.. Both Audrey and I was amaze at the whole setting too the 1st time....and FINALLY today.. we Ngemorion aka.. Balacan Geng got to hang out to day.. yup! Bel+Sarala+Cha= BELACAN.. haha.. when for a movie today.. Step up 2..was great.. Laughed the whole time.. when to Spring and Boluevard.. had fun learning Japanese.. with sarala.. yup.. the most fun I had in weeks!.. soo worth it..

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

The Dudes Pregnant..


Yup! u read it correctlly.. this guy is Pregnant!!!.. actually he was a girl name Tracey.. but later turn to thomas.. U get it?? anyway.. yup, so..nw.. He/she is 5 month pregnant!.. crazy.. go google it up.. Im too disturb to write more.. haha..

Monday, April 7, 2008

Good friends.. yup...???



hrm.. im starting to see a pattern in my blog.. Black ink for serious stuff and colourful ink for happy post.. well today the post is a half and half.. I really do love my friends.. I'm thankful for all of them.. I cant believe Im lucky enough to have met some of them.. wah! the fun stuff that we did went we were young.. climb trees, run around the school for no absolute reasons causing havoc..haha.. runing in the rain..palying 'jadi'.. going to the taman herba.. Making the bigfoot story..sigh typical tomboy..haha... I really enjoyed my childhood with them.. some of them are still my close friends up till now.. then came secondary school.. haha.. what I really miss was 1a4..THE BEST CLASS EVER!!!.. I met some of the most amazing ppl I know there.. the class was sooooooo fun.. you know like when you watch HBO.. and theres this story about hw this bunch of kids who are so called useless in the begining..thn they started to win awards and shock ppl with their ability??? yup.. tht was the coolest class.. then in form 5.. woah! Ngemor.. what more can I say.. and the feeling of belonging.. I felt the most happiest in form 1 and form 5.. haha.. when I come to think of it.. it really was the friends around me tht made life so much fun and easier to deal with.. Its sad now.. now tht schools over..ppl start to fade away.. FRIENDS WHO I really want to spend time with are all scattered around either in Ausralia,New zealand, KL, Ns, Studying or working.. The ppl whom I'm most comfortable with are hard to keep in contact.. I want to catch up with People who I can laugh with when talking about our past and future.. not with some random person who ohly cares about the benefits i bring with my car.... yup.. Good friends..

Note to everyone:I also consider my sisters as my friends.. they are friends tht I never want to loose..they are friends for life..



when out with some friends the other day.. was glad to see her back and enjoyed spending some one on one time with the others.. Thank God for great friends.. and bless the invention of computer.. was nice to be able to chat with her too.. you know who u are.. thanks again.. we are both goin through the same thing..

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Reasons to visit Japan..


This is called the "melody road". It says if you drive at 28hmp along this road in Japan.. the vibration from your tyre will produce music.. Cool rite???? haha.. heard there is a Melody Bridge too!! =D

quote

"GOOD FRIENDS BAIL YOU OUT OF JAIL BUT............................
REALLY GREAT FRIENDS will sit by your side and say...
"MAN! THAT WAS GREAT LETS DO IT AGAIN!!!!"

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Happy april fools day


Trully sad..

What have become of the world. Two friends against each other.. Why now? Why sooo sensitive? why soo proud? why soo anti this-tht? I keep asking myself this questions.. you said your motive was peace and yet you create war.. you said you are an understanding and humble person and yet you react too harsh and proud.. two sides are wrong.. two sides are EXTREMIST. Nothing Good can come out of being an extremist.. Too much of something is bad.. You should think before you Do or should I say make something, you think by doing tht are you any better? you tht making tht will 'wake them up'? thts just sick n stupid, .. and to the other you should not be too sensitive.. others too have been in your position.. why do u feel u are any better? because all this while u feel u have always been picked on? is tht it? so now we have to comfort you with apologies tht can shame even a king? wht abt the others? those who can not speak for themselve or have the same number or power as you? .. with this I say..trully sad...