Almost done..

It has been awhile.. been busy.. life so far is great.. thanks to people around me.. I wrote a poem the other day, I saw the cleaners walking with a huge water bottle on their heads, just now.. I smiled at them, they smiled back.. I saw a Taylor employee in the library reading a book at the mechanical engineering section, I smiled he didn't notice, I wonder.. I watch 'Bersamamu' last night.. and cried.. the Library is almost empty now, not like before.. exams almost over.. everyone flying off.. cant wait to watch 'Gemuk Girls' this saturday..

My latest Art work..

TERRY FOX CHARITY MARATON 2008

Me, Farah, Kamila and Kanmani

before the race.. haha

Kanmani and Farah being naughty behind Kamila

Farah promoting peace.. haha

Kamila, me and Kanmani trying to act all cool..

YUP! there were so many people joining the Marathon.. woo!

The park was really nice.. The trees and all..

Farah in the Finishing line.. along the way we lost Kamila

and Kanmani.. haha.. Go Farah! go!.. (actually ahh, someone

said her leg pain full, but ahh suddenly she see the finishing line, she

want to speed pulak.. haiyah..)

This is proof! I finish the race!.. (uhrmm.. Jason! I make Sarawak proud ok!)

Overall, it was fun, Kamani, Kamila, Farah and I was happy we join the marathon.

But ahh.. we were missing two members.. one overslept *cough* Deepa *cough*

and another one sakit perut *cough* Aneez *cough*.. too bad,

we got t-shirts and you guys don't! =P

haha.. so yeah! we all plan to join again next year too..right??

come on its for cancer..!

5th November.. would have been your 18th

MICHELLE HELLEN D'ROZARIO

5th Nov 1990-1st March 2006

I MISS YOU,

Not a single day goes by that I dont think of you.

I would wonder how things would be like if

you were still here.

well, you are better off anyway, where ever you are..

Boogie with the angles for me yeah!

will see you soon.. ( I hope)

ps: Obama won.. =)

A sudden Reflection

I had time to properly stop and reflect today, this week was a pretty pack week.. The weekend however was more relaxing, eventhough I just came back from a Marathon this morning.. yup, The TERRY FOX CHARITY MARATHON.. Farah, Kamila,Kanmani and I went for the 5km run at Lakes Garden (shall blog abt it soon with pics I hope).. anyway, what I really wanted to blog about is How much I realize I actually miss about everything in Kuching.. little glimpse of the past.. the good and the bad.. I miss it all, I spend the rest of the afternoon, recoiling back to the past, times that I spend in school, times that I am with my sisters, times fooling around with friends.. ahhh.. looking back.. I cant help but smile and feel 'malu' at the same time.. I miss staying back after school with freinds for no reason at all, I miss that particular time in the evening when the sun shines the best towards the St. Joseph Church.. sitting around the church area, where the church bell would ring.. at 6:00pm i think.. (those who go to St.teresa and St. Jo would know what I mean) everything right there and then looks so serene, I miss being Invole in RED CRESCENT (yup, I do).. school politics not so much.. but yeah I still miss it, I miss doing my prefect duty.. walking around the school and the 'Uniform', I miss the hours we,my friends and I would spend on stage, dancing and practising for skits.. I miss Camps.. (the late night talks and showering in cold water), I miss having Nicknames for Teachers, I miss the sound of a school Bell, I miss wearing white shoes.. Now, dont get me wrong, Im not sad or anything.. I really am happy here, like I said it before, I feel like I never left st.3 with my new friends by my side.. but doing a bit of reflection once in a while keeps me happy and provides me a sence of hope in the future.. and also humbles me in away... so, friends, if you have time, try to look back.. you'll be amaze at how many new things you'll notice that you never notice before..

If you can't beat 'em join 'em..

Kanmani and me!

Hahaha.. aduh!

UK Immigration Officer: Purpose of visit?

Visitor: I'm here to study law, sir.
Officer: You know, you must have a lot of lawyers in Malaysia .
Visitor: Why do you say that?
Officer: Well, I've been here for a good twenty years, and I'd say80% of Malaysians I see here say they're here to read law.
Visitor: Oh, really? That's really something I never knew. Hard tobelieve in fact.
Officer: Just you watch, then. You just stand here until the nextMalaysian comes along, and I'll bet he's here to read law.
*Visitor waits for 5 mins, Ah Chong from Malaysia comes toimmigration counter*
Officer: Mr. Ah Chong, purpose of visit?
Ah Chong: Study lorr...

Take time to ponder

Take time to think, life is not so bad, happiness is a choice, I can say all these and yet it is still up to you to make the decision to change your mind set. I always wonder why? why do people take things for granted, how? how can they be able to go around and see nothing but depressing things around them. There have to be more to life, what are you living for?? Im not trying to sound like some kind of optimistic freak but honestly, yeah.. come on don't let what others so called think of you become a reality. Why settle with.. "so what if I am like that?" or " I've been brought up like that".. or worst still " Thats just how I am, why change? Im hopeless".. come on, Everyone wants to change the world but NO ONE wants to chnage THEMSELVES.. *selfish*.. If there is one think my sister and I agree is people love to talk, and many have selective hearing.. when both come hand in hand.. it can become deadly.. Gossips can arise out of tin air.. This people who loves to talk actually love to hear themselve talk, and the selective hearer only choose which 'news worthy' topic to go about spreading.. like little annoying insect they target the innocent.. so beware who you trust.. and be careful on what you say, these kind of people are always lurking around.. also dont easily trust, what people tell you, you might hear stories from them, but ask yourself, did you really hear it from the person itself? from the original source..

ps: I want to eat some cupcakes.. =) yumm...

A smart fool..

It takes a smart person to play the clown.

They have to come up with the right kind of joke at the right time.

They have to observe the person's mood.

The timing is vital for the ultimate effect.

This is to all my clown out there!

RESPECT!!

the observer

one thing I like to do is people watching.. ( sounds creepy.. I know.. but hear me out first k, before you think I am some kind of physco) but yeah,.. Humans are really interesting to watch. Trust me, action do speak louder than words.. I was in Mc Donalds and I saw a mother and a daughter.. both enjoying their ice-cream, typical you say? assuming by their looks, the mother looks like she was in her mid 50's and the daughter maybe in her late 20's.. the daughter looked like she was in a rush, but her mum was slowly enjoying the moment, how u know, u say? she kept looking at her watch.., they came up to me before tht, asking if anyone was sitting next to me, I said 'yes'.. (my mother is in town btw and she was waiting in line).. and Mc D, was packed tht time.. however the moment the table next to me emptied, I signal to them, of their convenient luck, She said 'Thank you' twice.. I nod and smiled.. honestly I don't know where I am going with this, but somehow at that moment, I felt touched.. looking at them, sure she was nagging her mum to finish the ice-cream, But if you really look into it.. she took the time to bring her mum for an ice-cream, now thats love, no wonder the old lady was still smiling and taking her time.. I don't know maybe its the way I interpret things.. I choose to believe the good in everyone.. I looked around, I saw families, school kids, and 'passer by'.. I saw smiles and thank you all around, kids being kids, old people eating french fries.. at that very moment I felt 'Happy'..

Carve names on hearts and not marble

Even dangerous men are capable of responding to an act of Love!

Touched lives are the most important monuments youcan leave.

When you treat people with that kind of Love,

you are impressing your name upon their

hearts.... =)

Live life to the fullest.. be REAL!

You can lead a person to college but you cannot make them think.

Failure to study and to apply oneself is a form of rebellion

The same holds for cheating. Do your best in school.

Don'y blame a teacher for being to hard on you,

when the blame actually lies in you being

too easy on yourself. Learn

to be a thinker!

it is senless to pay tuition to educate a rebel who has no heart for truth Proverbs17:16...

WHY!! and the pic reminds me of PL5

IF your saying.. ahhh Finally, then forgive me.. I have been trying to blog.. but stupid blogger is being mean to me, all week long I have been trying to put up a video of Jasmine, lilian and me Wishing Manda a Happy 20 th birthday, I tried for about 10 times!!!.. and still blogger cant do anything about it.. sigh.. and I refuse to post anything else, before the video.. haiya.. to my own Sister I cant even make a special blog announcement, so anyway.. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY Manda.. which was on the 24 SEPTEMBER!!!.. ok, cool down tacha, hahaha.. at least I was able to go all the way to Perth to show her the vid..



Next announcement goes to Miss Grace Lulo! Happy 18th birthday Grace!!.. May God bless you always.. was nice talking to you the other day. All the best in your exams..



ok, so what have i been up too lately?? updates, updates.. hurmmm, oh!! my classmates and I have been spending alot of fun times together, lunch, movies, and just plain old hanging out. haha, memories in the making.. uh-oh,I have a feeling I am going to cry next year when its time to part.. Man, the people in my class are all so fun to be with.. none stop laughing for the pass few weeks.. learning about each other, and listening to past experience.. OH! Malaysian studies was hillarious we did a sketch about How Malaysia gain independence.. my group (which consist of half of my class) was doing the Japanese invation.. man, was it hillarious.. Kanmani (my partner in crime in doing crazy things) and I palyed 3 role, the British soldier, the local Malay Freedom fighter, and lastly.. the Japanese Reporter, boy was it tiring but it was well worth it.. we got A++ for it!.. shall put up a video of it.. lets, see what else.. oh, we had a Law test last thursday and that was interesting too.. everyone thought Plolice powers and ADR would come out.. but ended up with Civil cases and Law reform.. everyone was like.. 'miss can I hand in an empty paper??' haha.. Pl5..

OMG! I can't believe your here!..

haha.. yup, i kept hearing that phrase when I was in Perth last week.. yup! for those of you who didn't know.. I was away in Perth during the raya break..(not tht anybody would care).. haha.. Manda, kept saying she couldn't believe I was there right in front of them!.. same goes to Emily, Deb and Jer!.. now that I am back.. everything feels so surreal.. like, was i really there for one whole week?? I stayed in Manda's room , (Squaters ba).. haha.. oh man, every day went by so fast!!.. I miss it.. (and I thought I did not like Perth).. well at first, but now, its not so bad.. Manda and i agree, the life style there is very layed back, the bus system is very good, and easy to use.. you dont have to buy a freaking car.. haha.. ppl in suite uses bus to work.. if in Malaysia, jangan harap la.. all they think about is driving their oh-so-glamorous BMW or Merc..

I miss the meals that Manda and Gail would cook.. ( YES! Manda and Gail cooks!!!).. haha.. from chicken soup, beef stew to fried mushroom (one of their speciality).. they could open a restaurant.. Dont worry Daddy.. if you are reading this.. I was very much taken care off.. I was not hungry for one single moment.. THEY made sure of that.. haha.. ok, so another high light of perth after meeting up with my sister is .. meeting up with DEb, Emily and Jer.. haha.. man, I miss them.. on Monday I spend the whole day at the city with Deb. First we had lunch at some korean restaurant.. Deb and I, and also two of her friends (forgot their names..hekhek..sorry).. we were laughing the whole time during the 'feeding time'.. haha, man, miss laughing with Deb.. at all the ' no meaning kind of jokes'.. haha.. but one thing for sure.. the one topic we agreed was 'why in the world did she decided to stay back in Perth for the Raya break'???.. haha, too bad for u Deb =p,then on thursday..

I went to this animal Park with Emily, Natalie and Jer.. we got to see the Kangaroos! up close and personal!!.. the adult ones are so big.. Bigger than ME!!.. Jer kept taking photos of me being sakai..sigh.. haha.. than at night Jer and I went to Emily's house (not exactly her house, she is house sitting.. u know? like baby sitting??).. ang mohs trust ppl to take take of their house went they are on holiday.. haha.. anyway, we stayed and watch 50 first date.. hahah, boy, was it funny.. got to meet lots of new friends also that night.

What i remember most or should i say miss most about Perth in this second trip is.. the amout of movies I've watched.. haha.. yup, everynight.. from tuesday to friday.. I have been watching Horror movies with manda and gail.. (thanks to gail's house mate who has a fetish for horror movie and has a whole dvd collection).. but ahh.. not that scary la.. some are just so head scratching weird.. haha.. we tidak puas man, even Manda the most (coward.. Chawa say ahhh!).. among us three.. was not scared!.. haha..

oh speaking of Chawa, I met with manda's flatmates.. all 5 of them.. they are all nice people.. but I do pity her when 'THEY' make noise.. how la she study... ( u knw who, the two French ppl).. i can never listen to Rhinana 'Disturbia' the same way again.. haha.. or look at French ppl like i use too.. ok, i better stop here..before I right an essay.. oh man too late.. anyways.. I just want to Thank DD, for allowing me to visit manda.. (im so random at times.. that I could jump on a plane and fly to anywhere I want to go), Thanks to Emily too for Picking me up in the airport at 12pm, Thanks to Manda, who provided me a place to stay.. Thanks to everyone who have made this trip an enjoyable one.. and the Ultimate thanks to GOD.. because you made it possible..It really felt like I was on a holiday.. (not many 18 year olds could admit that)..haha, I just notice .." I plan my own Holiday".. haha.. how cool.. haha.. lame..

HEALING RALLY

I WENT IN A SKEPTIC, WONDERING IF ALL WAS TRUE, (HUH, SOME FAITH, CALLS MYSELF A CHRISTIAN) BUT AFTER THAT NIGHT I CAME OUT A BELIEVER, HAVING MORE FAITH IN GOD THAN EVER BEFORE. I WAS NOT READY FOR WHAT WAS HAPPENING LAST MONDAY, THOUGHT THAT I WAS STRONG ALL THIS WHILE, THOUGHT THAT MY FAITH WAS SUFFICIENT ENOUGH.. BOY, WAS I WRONG, I FINALLY NOTICE, HOW MUCH MORE I HAVE TO GROW IN MY CHRISTIAN LIFE. OK, SO YOU ALL MUST BE THINKING, WHAT HAPPEN?? SO OK, MY DAY STARTED PRETTY NORMAL, IT WAS A MONDAY, BUT SOMETHING IN TELLS ME IT WAS GOING TO BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN SOME THING OUT OF THE ORDINARY WILL HAPPEN, AND YES SOMETHING DID. AFTER CLASS, I WENT TO THE LIBRARY, TO STUDY FOR A SOCIOLOGY TEST ..(SOCIO NOT THT FUN ANYMORE).. THEN MY FRIEND CHELSEA (YES I TOO HAVE A FRIEND NAME CHELSEA) CAME AND ASK ME IF I WANTED TO GO FOR THE HEALING RALLY THAT EVENING,

I HEARD ABOUT IT.. ABOUT SOME AFRICAN PASTOR WHO WAS SAID TO RECEIVE HEALING POWER FROM GOD..I WANTED TO GO WHEN I HEARD ABOUT IT A FEW WEEKS AGO BUT, AT THAT TIME WHEN SHE ASKED ME, I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I DIDN'T WANT TOO..(MYBE IT WAS THE DEVIL..HAHA).. AFTER SHE LEFT, I FELT WEIRD, AS IF SOMETHING DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT.. I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE..'WHAT IF' 'SHOULD HAVE' OR 'NO OTHER CHANCE'.. KIND OF QUESTIONS.. I BRIEFLY..BRIEFLY!!! SAID THIS TO GOD.. "GOD IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO GO TO THIS EVENT, LET IT BE SO CLEAR TO ME".. NEXT THING I KNEW, LOIUS AND CHELSEA CAME BACK TO ASK ME AGAIN, AND IT SEEM LIKE THEY NEEDED TO TAKE A CAB TO GO TO THE VENUE, SO, IF I WERE TO GO, THE FAIR WOULD BE MUCH CHEAPER. LIKE I SAID, EVERYTHING WAS UNPLAN.. WE WALK OVER THE SO CALL TAXI PLACE, BUT WHILE WALKING WE COULD SEE THERE WAS NO CAB WAITING, SUDDENLLY, OUT OF NO WHERE, THIS TAXI.. JUST SWING BY, AND STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF US, I DON'T KNOW WHAT CHELSEA AND LOUIS WAS THINKING.. BUT I WAS LIKE ' OH YAEH, THIS IS SOO GOD'..



WE GOT TO THE PLACE ON TIME, AND WAS AMAZE AT HOW MANY PEOPLE CAME. SO MANY PEOPLE FROM DIFFERENT WALKS OF LIFE ALL CAME, TO WITNESS AND HAVE HOPE ON WHAT THEY WERE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE. LIKE I SAID, I CAME IN A SKEPTIC, I UNCONCIOUSLY CAME IN THINKING, THAT I WAS JUST THERE TO PROVE IT WAS ALL IN THE MIND KIND OF THING.. BUT THE MOMENT THE PASTOR CAME IN, AND PREACH I KNEW HE WAS SINCERE.. BUT AGAIN, THE THOUGHT OF 'I'LL BELIEVE IT IF I SEE IT' WAS STILL LINGERING IN MY MIND. THEN OH MY, WE STARTED TO PRAY, HE STARTED TO CALL ALL THOSE WHO WERE BLIND, DEAF AND MUTE.. HE SAID HE WANTED TO PRAY OVER THIS PEOPLE FIRST. I REMEMBERED THERE WERE 15 PPL WALIKING UP TO THE FRONT, THEN THE PASTOR ASKED US TO PRAY AS ONE, TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD.. YOU SEE WHAT I RESPECT ABOUT THIS PASTOR IS, THAT HE DOESN'T GO ALL ABOUT TELLING PEOPLE THAT HE IS GOD, THE FACT THAT HE JUST WALKED IN THE HALL, WITHOUT ANY SPECIAL TREATMENT, ie: PEOPLE CLAPING AS HE WAS DOWN THE AISLE, INSTEAD HE JUST WALK IN WITH HIS WIFE BY HIS SIDE, ALL CALMLY THAT HUMBLE ACTION ITSELF, DESERVE A SALUTE.

PASTOR rOBERT KAYANJA.. SAID ' I AM AN ORDINARY MAN, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PROPHET KAYANJA IN THE BIBLE, BUT I HAVE A BEST FRIEND, NAME JESUS CHRIST THAT WANTS TO HEAL YOU, AND YOU TOO CAN BE HIS FRINED'..(YEAH, HE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. EVERYBODY CHEERED AS HE SAID IT.. OK, SO LIKE TO THE INTERESTING PART.. THAT NIGHT IT SELF I SAW 15 DEAF AND BLIND HEALED!.. I WAS AT AWE, IT WAS DONE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.. THERE WAS NO WAY FOR ME TO DENY THR TRUE EXISTENCE OF GOD AND HIS MERCYLESS POWERS, THIS GIRL WHO COULD NEVER HEAR SINCE SHE WAS BORN, CAN COME BACK HOME THAT NIGHT, ABLE TO APPREACIATE MUSIC.. THAT SCENARIO KEPT REPEATING IN MY MIND.. MAN, THE LOVE OF GOD FOR HIS PEOPLE WAS SO STRONG THAT NIGHT, I PROMISE MYSELF BEFORE HAND, THAT I WOULD BE STRONG, THAT I WOULD NOT GIVE IN.. I GUESS, EVERYTHING WAS TOO OVERWHELMING FOR ME.. I CRIED.. YUP, TEARS OF JOY.. MY FAITH THAT NIGHT ROSED UP TO THE HEAVENS.. I BELIEVE.. NO, I AM NOT MAKING IT UP.. IT IS UP TO YOU TO BELEIVE.. I WONT TELL YOU OFF EVEN IF YOU DISAGREE.. BECAUSE MY FAITH RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW, IS CERTAIN..

THE NEXT NIGHT, WHICH WAS TUESDAY NIGHT, MY FRIEND TOLD ME 5 PEOPLE WHO WAS PARALYZED GAIN THE STRENGHT TO WALK.. SADLY I WAS NOT THERE TO SEE IT.. BUT MAN.. MONDAY NIGHT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME.. I LITERALLY HEARD THIS MUTE GIRL SPEAK, AND WITNESS THIS BLIND MAN GAIN HIS EYESIGHT.. HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD..

my list of happy songs

if you want to be happy haha

If you wanna be happy
For the rest of your life,
Never make a pretty woman your wife,
So from my personal point of view,
Get an ugly girl to marry you.

A pretty woman makes her husband look small
And very often causes his downfall.
As soon as he marries her
Then she starts to do
The things that will break his heart.
But if you make an ugly woman your wife,
You'll be happy for the rest of your life,
An ugly woman cooks her meals on time,
She'll always give you peace of mind.

Don't let your friends say
You have no taste,
Go ahead and marry anyway,
Though her face is ugly,
Her eyes don't match,
Take it from me she's a better catch.

Say man.
Hey baby.
Saw your wife the other day.
Yeah?
Yeah, she's ugly.
Yeah, she's ugly but she sure can cook.
Yeah?. Okay.

lalalala...

If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song

one part of Miley Cyrus's song that I like called -If we were a movie.. (don't give me that look, I have little sisters to back me up..haha) how about YOU? =P

Back in Subang..

haha.. I never thought I would miss it.. yea, i KIND OF DID FOR AWHILE.. but it was nice to be back at the same time.. the whole college life I meant.. ok, so far I have not properly explain my classroom life in TAYLORS.. Honestly I still feel like I never left St.teresa..( no, its no an all girl classroom) just the fact that everyone around me reminds me of a friend or at least someone like I use to know in st.3. Call it my luck, charm or some unexplanable magnet that I am fortunate enough to cross path with this bunch of people. They are, Loud, Funny, Crazy, Spontaneous, drives our lecturer of the wall-but- still-lovable kind of people. Seriously I feel like I never left st.3, within just 2 months we had many inside jokes, pranks, Drama, issues, complains, nicknames.. whatever name it we got it.. and during the one week holiday, I thought that I would miss them.. haha.. PL5, haha.. it feels like 5sc3.. cant wait for the year book to come out (yes in Taylors there is still such a thing as year book).. oh, man.. it will be interesting..

Im not left behind anymore

HAPPY MALAYSIAN DAY!!!.. see i told u I'll write something on a significant event.. woohoo! Im not left behind anymore.. it is historic right?? Im 'in' right??

Im always left behind..

you know what I notice when I read other blogger's blog, I am always left behind, it is as if they have this secrect blog meeting and plan on what to write and when to write. Maybe its just me, Like the Olympic, I didnt blog about the opening ceremony, Oh and, the significant date 08/08/08, not that either, or how about Merdeka?? now why didn't I blog about that too?? and then at last.. the trend of celebrating your 100th post.. guess what?? I am 5 post ahead and I just miss my chance.. haha.. so I shall prepare myself for the next up coming event.. hope I can remember it.. haha.. Anyway.. so sorry you guys my hp, has not been working properly lately.. so it has been hard to contact me, and yes.. I am back in Kuching.. now don't feel bad ppl, I didnt tell anyone I was back for one whole week.. yes, even my family..my grandma was like "EHH! nama ndak madah pulai".. haha in her funny grandma way.. my sisters didnt know until the day before.. well jasmine didnt know what time, lilian was my secret agent.. well no one knew exactly what time.. Aunty Mei picked me up from the airport.. I wanted to suprise people, but mostly I just wanted to be back in Kuching stress free.. Yup, its good to be back.. I met up with my first love.. Laksa.. and not forgetting open air siobee.. ahh, bliss..

so sorry..with a smile

I know, I know, FINALLY.. haha.. sorry for the unplan hiatus.. so little time so much to do (haha, reminds me of Mary-kate & Ashely's theme song.. what didn't know? my bad, I guess you had a more interesting childhood than I do..) haha.. ok, Wow.. wah!.. man.. SEPTEMBER already?? what Happen to AUGUST?? I believe I am not the only one who thinks that August feels like some over advance future-ristic train, that swoohs by without any warning.. man, I cant remember what I did for August.. I cant even remember if I even stop to think about life.. *you know, trying to be all insightful*.. It literally feels like time just went by in a blink of an eye.. I finally understand that phrase.. (and I thought only old people has right to say that.. wait!..hold up.. does that mean I am old??).. haha.. ok, know I remember why.. I was so busy.. I was so into school work..*cough* college work..(have to get use to that now).. But honestly I was soooo enjoying it.. (yes, yes, Natasha Binya enjoys doing school work).. it keeps me..how you say.. Occupied.. yup, to me its like a stress relieve.. (Say What???).. yea, think about it, I had a conversation with Apple the other day.. (YES, people, I have a friend name APPLe, Im not some friend-deprive person who sits in room talking to red fruits ok, Im just justifying) ok, well, we were saying things like.. WE at this point of our life has to only live up to what our parents and society see us as.. which is A STUDENT.. ahhh.. doesn't life sound alot easier now??.. yeah.. all we have to do, is to focus on our student life.. living life as a student.. and giving it our 100% it everything we do, no one is expecting us to pay bills, take care of children, thinking of the family.. I mean don't get me wrong, life as a student do include friendship and family as a priority.. but life seem much more clear now, that you know what is important at this stage of you life.. man, there is just so many things to write,, I haven't even list out all the fun stuff I did in August besides being drown by homework (I did fun stuff too ok, maybe thats why I couldn't find time to blog).. but..that I'll leave for the next post..

I'VE BEEN TAG BY CHANGI..

The rules are:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the question about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 4 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Questions

1. What was I doing 10 years ago?
Approximately 10 years ago, I would be.. 8 years old,on a saturday morning? so..watching cartoon la..

2. 5 things on my to-do list today.

1) Do laundry

2) Finish 2 plots for Eng. literature.

3) Read up for my law and sociology

4) watch movie..( i have been deprive of movies.. mainstream movies) haha..

5) Go to Church later.

3. 5 snacks I enjoy.
Potato chips!, fries!, keropok lekor, crakers, (now, u undersatnd why manda calls me salty monkey!)..jelly beans?

4. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.
why is this question very popular??.. haiyah.. same answer as before..

5. 5 of my bad habits.
procrastination, biting my straw, tapping my fingers, appearing out of no where and shocking ppl! haha, laugh too loud.. (at the wrong time.. sigh..)

6. 5 place I have lived.
Kuching, Kl??..

7. Jobs i've had.

A student.. its a tough job I'll tell ya.. you always got to be on time, consistant, and ready for any suprise test or project.. but for the past 11 years I have been doing it..and Im still doing it..

A sister.. yup, assistance for Amanda Sura, and Sub-boss to Lilian and Jasmine.. haha.. tough job but someone has to do it..

8. (I add my own) My philosophy..

when wishing on a star, wish for a cake.. because its not worth wishing for good grades or the guy/girl of your dreams..if you already know, that it is all up to You to really want something and make it happen!.. (edwin and jason laugh at me..)

I tag....

1)Manda.. doubt it, she's on hiatus..

2) Audrey Hon..haha (giving you reasons to blog)

3)Seraphina!

4)Jervynna

The Web..

This has nothing to do with anything at all.. haha.. I put that picture so you all know from where I am writing this post.. I am at the web now, In Taylors.. yup, free internet.. and the place where we go to print out all our notes from our lecturers.. haha.. the web?? get it? get it? hahaha.. open from 7am-9pm.. hahah.. for ppl who are coming to Taylors to study.. in the future.. I introduce you.. THE WEB.. haha..

The Best thing ever..

1. Meeting that 1% of the population that you actually get along with and can call your friend
2. Being outside at night when it's the perfect temperature.
3. Saying the perfect comeback at the perfect time.
4. Having a drawer where everything you ever lose ends up.
5. Being able find the perfect, witty response to everything someone says to you
6. Having the conversation happen exactly as you rehearsed in your mind
7. Eating the right food at the right time.
   
8. Being able to teleport anywhere you wanted just by willing yourself to
9. Having feet. It's pretty awesome.
10. Secret passages behind bookshelves
11. Being able to read minds.
    
12. Discover that you can stop time at will
13. Your great idea actually turning out to be a great idea.
14. Your crush acknowledging your presence even if he/she is in a hurry.
    
15. ROAD TRIPS with good friends.
    
16. Bumping into your crush on a good hair day..
    
17. A job that you actually WANT to do.
    
18. Able to make a sad person smile, or better yet laugh.
    
19. Cows that actually say "Moo" when you "moo" at them.
20. Finding out that every time you reach into your pocket, you find another $100 bill.
21. Finishing your homework on time and still have time to enjoy the afternoon.
22. Eating supper with friends.

Pain, Pain, PAIN!.. and so it begins..

Pain, I am in Pain.. there is no point running away from it.. My wisdom tooth has to come out.. I have to go to the dentist.. I cant live like this anymore.. WHY???.. I'm in Pain.. I'm not exagerating.. I visited a couple of site..(yes Google wisdom tooth pain and you'll understand).. the pain just attacks you.. no warning.. the whole left side of my head hurts, my vain seriously feels like exploding, my lower jaw feels heavy, I have earache, my left eye is painful too, don't ask me about eating.. (sorry for being too detail).. I can feel cold sweats coming down my back.. tonight is going to be a painful night.. I can tell.. it is a war between my mind and my senses.. (again Jason did the unthinkable, he got me the dentist's number!, he knows how i feel about doctors and and dentist and yet..sigh.. what a friend, what a friend..).. Tomrrow, I will walk into the dentist office.. and hopefully.. No, Surely.. will end all this problems.. honestly I am scared.. but .. the pain is just too much.. I cant hold it in any longer..

Dear, Lilian ans jasmine..

I am sorry to say it is genetics.. I laughed at Manda.. now its my turn.. soon it will be yours too. I pray yours will be less painful and please, now that you are reading this at an early age.. be fully prepared. I also pray you have many good friends around to help you when the wisdom tooth strike.. better yet.. pray that you both are still in the comfort of Kuching.. where Ini is there to take care of you. I went to church just now.. I ask some my friends.. why 'they' call it the 'Wisdom' tooth?? they said its because the pain builds character.. so ask me again how painful it is??.. THE PAIN BUILDS CHARACTER.. I shall end here... Good night.. the war starts now..

Things are looking up..

This has been my best friend for the past few days.. pain killers and Orange juice (amazingly its good for sore gum..who knew??)

Manda's letter came from Perth!.. Thanks .. Orang Gila..

Oh yes, Oh yes.. that is my sociology book!.. that big and as thick as a dictionary.. 1 chapter, 100 page, we have 15 Chapters.. I kid you not..

This is Asia Cafe.. Subang's version of Jalan Song.. my jiran.. seriously..

This is what happens when humans get addicted to the Olympics..

The morning of the Charity Fun Fair in Taylors..

There was a dunking booth.. haha.. pity the girl.. (now, why didn't we have that in st.3's fun fair last time?)..

Random..

hye.. how are ya'll doing? great? fine? ok?.. be honest.. no really.. Good?.. yup, I'm good.. so far life is great..yeah, you know what they say... when life gives you orange make orange juice.. what? didnt expect that? so you prefer lemons? ok, cool I understand.. just go with the flow.. yup, yup.. things are great.. serious to God.. I am.. how about you? oh.. I ask you that already? awesome.. so.. what is it again? the answer I mean.. no I'm just asking.. your confuse? so am I.. then why? why not?

honesty is the best policy, how many of you have ever come across this kind of situation? getting a question in return for your question.. do you feel annoyed? dont you just want them to just be real? .. yup, Im sorry.. I am happy.. But this week.. I have been sick (I sprain my left angkle, I had high fever, I just recover from an eye infection, I had a slight flu and my wisdom tooth is growing hence the terrible pain I felt last night..and still not many ppl know abt this up till now).. yup, last night I literally thought I would die.. The pain was too unberable.. my brain was throbing, I could feel it bursting in my vains.. I was sweating cold sweats..( bet I resemble the hulk) I couldnt even get up.. .. and I was alone..all alone in my room.. couldnt reach out to my house mates.. it lasted from 1am-3am in the moring.. had three hours of sleep thn of to college..

yeah, I know.. Why didnt you call for help? why didnt you stayed in bed? honestly I feel fine now.. i did msg manda..
cha: manda, help me I'm in pain now, pls pray for me, I have toothache, my cheek is sore, and my head hurts.
Manda: Ohmygosh!.. pls drink water.. 1:10am
Manda.. are u ok cha?
Cha: no point drinking water only makes it worst.. I want to sleep but I cant..Painful.. pls help.. 1:30pm..
the pain went on.. I remember praying.. my head between my knees trying to hold it in..I wanted to cry.. but it was too painful.. I cried in the inside.. how could God let me go through this?...

then I woke up, all revive.. life back to normal.. everything seem surreal.. not tired, not in pain.. life was back to normal.. how can tht be? after what happen last night? ..God?.. life goes on.. no one notice.. yup, all is good.. im doing fine.. sorry for making you worried manda, and thank you for your prayers.. you knew most of my injuries and you were serious about asking me to see a doctor weren't you Jason? well i finally went..I hate doctors.. talk some sense into me.. yup.. laugh about it.. while caring.. it hurts me to say but I am grateful.. so.. thank you =)..

99 BALLOONS

ANOTHER INSPIRING VIDEO.. JUST SO YOU KNOW..I CRIED..

My life so far..

Our farewell lunch for Sheree at pizza hut.. the smiling monkey in the middle is not her.. too bad.. its FARAH!

Shameni and I went grocery shopping and the taxi have tv!.. cerita Hindi sumor!

Jason.. My church Buddy.. he ran for the half price ice cream in Mcd.. seriously would do anything for food.. Aduh..

Shellyn and the rest came by for the weekend for the Passion Conference in Sunway!!

Zack, shellyn and Emily!!!

us.. in Sunway Piramid!

hahaha.. yup, they had a HSM thingy.. had to take a pic..

Ready for the Passion Conference!!.. WOOT!

too many people waiting in line!!

Met up with Ps.NED!!!

During Passion!!.. wow! that night was on Awesome beyond amazing Nite!.. the best!

My class Charity project.. Fish spa!.. and all who is sitting is mostly my classmates.. thn met up with Parv right after!!