HAPPY BIRTHDAY INI !!!!

Today is my Grandmother's BIRTHDAY!..haha.. celebrated it in church!..Happy bday Ini..may God bless u always and do know tht We (ur grandaughters, Manda,Tacha,lilian and jasmnine) loves you very much!

ps: this photo was taken a few months ago.. the actual photo could not be posted because SOMEBODY forgot the camera..haha.. (Ini is in the middle)..

ARASHI.. how did it happen??

Hahaha.. many ppl know how much i love Backstreet boys..but only a few know tht im really into ARASHI!..the ultimate J-POP group! haha.. i sound like a fanatic..but seriouslly i got to really know this particular group because of.. my lil sis..LILIAN! haha.. ok..dont get me wrong i still listen to music by indie-turn-mainstream bands like..MCR, Fall out boys, The FRay, Panic at the disco,boys like girls..bla,bla,bla.. but some how listening to Arashi makes me happy..haha..(my friends like to laugh at this statement).. but its true.. sometimes i wish Arashi was not a BOY Band.. because honestly.. i was one of those ppl who say stupid things about wannabe boy-pop-group-bands..haiya! serve me right.. but I AM not ashame to admit.. i like this band.. i don't really know why.. but i know for sure its not about the looks(altho some are not bad looking) .. maybe the music? but how?? I dont speak Japanese!.. thn wht? has my mind been brain wash by some Japanese intertainment company?.. ah! who cares as long as I feel happy listening to thier songs..right? its all about the music! who said i cant be a fan of linkin park and a fan of Arashi at the same time?? haha.. ARASHI! ARASHI!

the spirit of giving among friends..

2mr is christmas..and i can help but feel like there are ppl out there, who are only excited for the presents they are goin to receive and even some..just (i cant event exlpain) so.. blur or blunt and just say tht they expect something from u. I know some could be joking around but..im not that stupid..i know things.. i choose to look the other way..one very wise friend of mine once said..'Tacha, ur too nice to everbody..later senang for ppl to use u'.. I thank God for tht friend ..(u noe who u are).. but the think is yes..ppl do ask help from me constantlly..and yes i do want to help them with all my heart..but like I said..im not stupid..i choose to think.."kesian la this ppl..no other friend would help them"..ok, i may sound proud as if ppl come to me for help alot..but its kind of true.. but i never complain..until now tht is.. dont get me wrong..I LIKE HELPING out..but ppl pls learn to say thank you from the bottom of ur heart.. and not jus say..LOVE U CHA..after i have help u..i cant stand this kind of ppl..why after i have help thn u say it..ok, i may sound of balance..u may think why not say tht after ppl have help u?? then say wht? ..so here is my explaination.. why u want to say tht to me if ur not going to say it properly? dose the 'I love u' mean u really apprieciate me? why cant u say thinks tht would really mean something..like..' i m glad u were there to help me out' or 'tht was fun..going out.. we should do it again' ..or..i dont know!!.. something with more how u say 'UMMp'... sigh..but then again another very wise friend of mine once said.. sometimes we tend to forget tht our friends are not perfect..tht they do make mistake..and when they do..it hurts us because we expect so much out of them..

ps: dont think tht I'm mad with anyone..but if u terasa..its up to u.. just so u all know..

The Xmas feeling..

I just notice that today is the 23rd of december..which means in 2 more days it will be Christmas!!!! haha.. ahh..ysterday night was fun.. manda and I had to buy the transparent wrapper thingy for the food ..( u get it?) Inik ask us to buy..so we went to town.. thn on the way thr Manda and i thought of buying lilian's and jasmine's 'Extra presents' haha.. our tree look so bare this year..haha.. so we went to by a (*********) for Lilian and (****) for jasmine..haha! just incase they tried to read this.. Hope u both like it.. actually both of them told us wht to buy for each other in secret HAHA!.. anyway the real fun started when on the way.. thr was a Jam!! suddenlly Manda and I saw a CHRISTMAS PARADE GOIN oN IN TOWN!!! ppl were dressed in white top and black pants..and wearing santa's hats..and and singing christmas carol!! they were really spearding the joy of christmas.. i felt like watching something out of a christmas movie.. now, how come we never notice such things went we were in kuching this hold time?? mybe it just happend this year.. haiya..when im about to go and study away from Kuching then got!.. oh well better late thn never rite.. i force manda to take a picture.. the conversation whn something like this..

tacha: Manda take ur camera out of the bag!!! ambik gambar nya.. show lilian and jamine!!
manda: (struggling to open her huge pink bag) ok! ok!.. but im wearing the santa hat! i cannot see!!
tacha: Haiya! (grabs the hat off of her head!)
manda: ( finally got the camera and snap a photo)..then an ang mo couple passed by and laughed at us..haha.. i guess because we were screaming all the while..sigh..

but we kind of felt guilty because lilian and jasmine was not thr with us..so manda decidedto call them to ask them to get ready after we bought the stuff so that we can pick them up.. and bring them to travillion..(not to club la but to go and take picture with the huge xm as tree!)

ok.. its kinda lame but manda is into tht lets make a memory momment and i was like lets do something spontaneous.. so we suprise lilian and jasmine!! went we reach there..lilian was all like 'we had to dress up for this?? i could have worn my short pants' haha.. thn manda said 'haiya why everyone so Sakai want to take picture with the tree?' ( she said this because she wanted her picture taken but everyone was crowding around her) haha..manda, manda..sendiri sakai.. anyway after tht some thing cool happen! the tree strated spiting out what looks like fake SNOW!!! all for of us was like! WAHHHH! ..haha..but it was really cool lilian and jasmine started to jump around like crazy monkeys and manda was snaping pictures all the way..(photo soon to be put up in my frienster) ... we got some pretty cool shot..after tht we wnt for supper at Bestberry.. we ate alot..manda almost died eating the sambal ikan..serious man tht thing is spicy!! i almost cried went i ate some.. haha.. tht was it for the night..we went nhome at 11pm.. we had fun.. i hope the four of us will remmeber this day forever..

Kl trip with the family.. 16-20

This holiday has been a hectic one.. phew! just came back from Kl AGAIN! haha.. im getting sick and tired of kl..whats worst is I might be studying there.. oh man.. at least I wont be blur la..or have Over cultural shock like some of my friends who are flying off everywhere around the world.. haha..senang for me to go back home also.. anyway, yesterday Deb,Audrey Tiong and I went to play squash some where near Deb's hs..Haha..it was so fun..I miss splaying squash..especially with my friends..its a good game to release ur stress..i recoment it to anyone how wants to keep fit.. serious man..even if u cant hit the ball u'll end up sweating like a pig for just chasing the ball..haha! thats exactly wht we did..i think we lost alot of energy for Laughing and screaming our heads off for no reason at all...man, those were the days i'll tell ya.. after that i send Audrey and Deb to carolling at St.joseph parish.. Tsk tsk tsk..after play squash masih want to bernyanyi.. haha.. (oh! i just realise.. we! I mean my friends and I are old enough to drive each other around! sigh..time flys went your having fun).. yup tht was my day..so far..Oh! oH!..Davelyn came by to pick up (nw hers wich used to be mine f5 books)..ahh, Thanks Davelyn now my room is less messy..haha!

ps! BOULEVARD OPENS TODAY!!!.. jam like hell man..dah la near my hs..aduh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA AND AUDREY!!!

Happy 2nd birthday to andrea and audrey!! today they are two years old!..I pray that God will protect the two of u and bless u with all the good things in life!!.. even tho manda,lilian jasmine and i done have much time spending with the two of u..but do know tht WE love u very mucHHH!!! u girls are still our sisters.. =)

Bible Camp 10-13 Dec 2007

WOW! just got back from the 5th National Bible Camp at camp permai. It was so worth it!.. straight away after prefects kl trip I had to go to camp permai the next day for the camp.. almost didnt make it..was malas to wake up..haha! anyway like i said it was so DAMN worth it..the theme of the camp was SALT and LIGHT!.. it was a very good theme..i learned alot..

matthew 5:13-14
"you are the salt of the earth". "You are the light of the world".

It means that we as christian should be like the salt to the earth. The one that that adds flavour and change to the world. However we should also be able to BLEND with the world.. in order to give flavour to it..Get it? get it?.. we should not think that we as christian are better that the rest. I personally think that this is very TRue!.. some ppl (won't mention any names).. like to be to OVER extreme with christianity..that they choose to only communicate with other fellow christian..now, this mentality is VERY WRONG!.. we are put into the world by God for a reason just like everybody else..there is NO SPECIAL TREATMENT..

this is what Ps.Ryan preach to us abt:
1) being the salt of the world dosent mean we have to be hidden by the world, we are to blend around..
2) we are the light of the world..we have to shine for God so ppl can see his glory but we should not forget we are put in the world therefore we cannot be separated from the world..
3) WE should not think tht the world is evil and be scared of it because there is no point being a Hero only in Church but a ZEro in the community..

Points to remember..
1)DONT' Be Too REligious.
Ecclestastes 7: 16 "Do not be overrighteous, neither be overwise- why destroy urself?? (this is what God said in the Bible).. so straight forward.. its like him saying to us "Chill man! dont Over! over!" haha.. u get it?

2)Dont become irrelevant.. and make stupid excuses..The moment we except christ doesn't mean He took away our Common sense..so do be all "its ok to fail all of my exam..because that is Gods plan..Amen" dont be bodoh! God wants the best in u! if u fail go do something about it and not just wait and do Nothing..

3)Know tht God has a purpose for everyone..theres no point being a good christian in secrect and not making an impact onto the world..because thats wht we are here for..to show to ppl God's Love..

4)Having the truth of God's word in our life is important..because in times of need the word of God is the only tool tht can help us stand our ground and back us up. Without it we can easily get influence..

Over all the camp was great it made an impact on me.. honestly i have been feeling abit spiritually dry this past few weeks..So i really Thank Auntie Mei aka Chomei for inviting me to join the camp..(yer! so formal) but seriouslly..without her i wouldn't have the oppurturnity like this..i also want to thank Sherlynn,Grace, Yan Hui, and all the ppl in the camp (too many names) that have made this camp an enjoyable one.. oohhh! to my Chomel- U get it-Ras Kac- frens.. ELLY-phant and Jerby-Babi.. thanks for being there for me in times of need! God bless u all..

ps: Im glad to back home..finally can sleep in my bed and have bonding time with Manda,lilian and Jasmine.. PEACEK!

Prefects Kl Trip..5-9december2007

kl trip was fun!! full of funny memories with friends..this kl trip was different from the rest because I didnt really spend much on material things instead i use my money wiselly..(YERDEH)..
anyway things that i'll for sure miss about this trip is...

1)lauhging hysterically..aHH! (chrislynn style)
2)the never ending shopping and walking lead by Grace!
3)Patricia's song..at Romp! haha sang by JUSTIN!
4)Fateen's sarcatism..(in Bahasa Sarawak!)
6)watching ENChanted at GSC at Pavillion (sounds kinda of sakai..bt we had to wlk frm our hotel and mine u, it was the late show..we had to walk back in kl at nite..NO adult suppervission..laughing about the movie the whole way..
7) Felling the very cold weather at Genting..(dec is a bad time to go there unless u want to freeze to death) however the ride still go on as usual even if its cold, windy and drizzling..(crazy)

yup so far, everything went well, i shared a room with winnie and grace in kl bt in Genting i shared a room with fateen,pat and lulo..all were fun roomates..(Hi-5).. went to Nottinhgham university and KDU as part of our educational trip..personally i prefer KDU, i guess they were more friendly.. oh!the whole time in kl..ppl kept asking where we came frm.. some thought we were singaporeans..haha! we dont look or sound like Malaysian eyy?? oh! well.. anyway cikgu Euphrasia and mr. Teo..were great on this trip.. I really like them.. they are so much cooler outside school.. they gave us freedome bt they were also strict at the same time.. ah! mr.teo obsession with lockers..and cikgu Euphrasia 12kg bag.. haha..funny..

words tht will remind me of the trip..
1) I'm alone3x..
2) Lame
3) ah! the good soup..ah! the poor gardener..
4) Have a look around!!..u can try-er..??
5) its kinda fast.. (riding on a mini train)
6) 'SEJUK BODOH'
7) OH! LORD JESUS..
8) SHOCKAMALAF..

my 1st post...

hie! never thought i would start a blog..I admit all this while i thought of blogging as some kind of "thing " internet lovers love to do.. which im not.. but come to think of it, as i read more blogs posted by some of my friends and family... i somehow feel like I know them better..i know their inner thoughts and desire..and how they see the world through their eyes..wow! deep man..get it? get it? haha..so my main reason for posting up a blog is because some of my friends are studying all over the globe, i think it would a good way for them to know how i am living my life instead of repeating my whole list of events during holidays when we would meet up and TALK NON-Stop..like aunties in the market.. so yeah! this is to all my friends and family out there.. I'll try to...
1) be myself when i blog..say no to rasa best!!
2)blog as much as i can..
3)blog abt things that can bring benefit to ppl..(YER!rasa eh!)