To laugh or not to laugh...

He who laughs last thinks slowest.

Its Not Giving up.. Its growing up..

Hi, Im back.. yeah.. I have a habit of not updating for a long time only to come back and apologize to everyone for the sudden hiatus.. again, I went against my goal to blog about up coming events and being up to date with my post.. Christmas was fun, Manda, Lilian, Jasmine and I spend our xmas with our step-sisters that was new but we all enjoyed it, New Year was the usual dinner with Manda, lilian and jasmine.. This year was memorable, two word *KETAM REBUS*, hahaha.. the overall holiday was spend most of the time with my sisters.. I apologies to anyone who I was unable to hang out with.. especially to NADIA!.. I'll make it up to you.. ok, so Happy New Year Everyone!.. hope you have a awesome year.. and remember if there is one thing to look out for this year it's keeping the main thing, the main thing, high expectation kills, and if all else fails.. its ok to go back to the starting line because its not about giving up.. when you look at it in another perspective its called Growing up..

ps: a famous painting by a famous painter.. who never gave up.. google it up.. something for ya'll to ponder..

Almost done..

It has been awhile.. been busy.. life so far is great.. thanks to people around me.. I wrote a poem the other day, I saw the cleaners walking with a huge water bottle on their heads, just now.. I smiled at them, they smiled back.. I saw a Taylor employee in the library reading a book at the mechanical engineering section, I smiled he didn't notice, I wonder.. I watch 'Bersamamu' last night.. and cried.. the Library is almost empty now, not like before.. exams almost over.. everyone flying off.. cant wait to watch 'Gemuk Girls' this saturday..

My latest Art work..

TERRY FOX CHARITY MARATON 2008

Me, Farah, Kamila and Kanmani

before the race.. haha

Kanmani and Farah being naughty behind Kamila

Farah promoting peace.. haha

Kamila, me and Kanmani trying to act all cool..

YUP! there were so many people joining the Marathon.. woo!

The park was really nice.. The trees and all..

Farah in the Finishing line.. along the way we lost Kamila

and Kanmani.. haha.. Go Farah! go!.. (actually ahh, someone

said her leg pain full, but ahh suddenly she see the finishing line, she

want to speed pulak.. haiyah..)

This is proof! I finish the race!.. (uhrmm.. Jason! I make Sarawak proud ok!)

Overall, it was fun, Kamani, Kamila, Farah and I was happy we join the marathon.

But ahh.. we were missing two members.. one overslept *cough* Deepa *cough*

and another one sakit perut *cough* Aneez *cough*.. too bad,

we got t-shirts and you guys don't! =P

haha.. so yeah! we all plan to join again next year too..right??

come on its for cancer..!

5th November.. would have been your 18th

MICHELLE HELLEN D'ROZARIO

5th Nov 1990-1st March 2006

I MISS YOU,

Not a single day goes by that I dont think of you.

I would wonder how things would be like if

you were still here.

well, you are better off anyway, where ever you are..

Boogie with the angles for me yeah!

will see you soon.. ( I hope)

ps: Obama won.. =)

A sudden Reflection

I had time to properly stop and reflect today, this week was a pretty pack week.. The weekend however was more relaxing, eventhough I just came back from a Marathon this morning.. yup, The TERRY FOX CHARITY MARATHON.. Farah, Kamila,Kanmani and I went for the 5km run at Lakes Garden (shall blog abt it soon with pics I hope).. anyway, what I really wanted to blog about is How much I realize I actually miss about everything in Kuching.. little glimpse of the past.. the good and the bad.. I miss it all, I spend the rest of the afternoon, recoiling back to the past, times that I spend in school, times that I am with my sisters, times fooling around with friends.. ahhh.. looking back.. I cant help but smile and feel 'malu' at the same time.. I miss staying back after school with freinds for no reason at all, I miss that particular time in the evening when the sun shines the best towards the St. Joseph Church.. sitting around the church area, where the church bell would ring.. at 6:00pm i think.. (those who go to St.teresa and St. Jo would know what I mean) everything right there and then looks so serene, I miss being Invole in RED CRESCENT (yup, I do).. school politics not so much.. but yeah I still miss it, I miss doing my prefect duty.. walking around the school and the 'Uniform', I miss the hours we,my friends and I would spend on stage, dancing and practising for skits.. I miss Camps.. (the late night talks and showering in cold water), I miss having Nicknames for Teachers, I miss the sound of a school Bell, I miss wearing white shoes.. Now, dont get me wrong, Im not sad or anything.. I really am happy here, like I said it before, I feel like I never left st.3 with my new friends by my side.. but doing a bit of reflection once in a while keeps me happy and provides me a sence of hope in the future.. and also humbles me in away... so, friends, if you have time, try to look back.. you'll be amaze at how many new things you'll notice that you never notice before..