
I had time to properly stop and reflect today, this week was a pretty pack week.. The weekend however was more relaxing, eventhough I just came back from a Marathon this morning.. yup, The TERRY FOX CHARITY MARATHON.. Farah, Kamila,Kanmani and I went for the 5km run at Lakes Garden (shall blog abt it soon with pics I hope).. anyway, what I really wanted to blog about is How much I realize I actually miss about everything in Kuching.. little glimpse of the past.. the good and the bad.. I miss it all, I spend the rest of the afternoon, recoiling back to the past, times that I spend in school, times that I am with my sisters, times fooling around with friends.. ahhh.. looking back.. I cant help but smile and feel 'malu' at the same time.. I miss staying back after school with freinds for no reason at all, I miss that particular time in the evening when the sun shines the best towards the St. Joseph Church.. sitting around the church area, where the church bell would ring.. at 6:00pm i think.. (those who go to St.teresa and St. Jo would know what I mean) everything right there and then looks so serene, I miss being Invole in RED CRESCENT (yup, I do).. school politics not so much.. but yeah I still miss it, I miss doing my prefect duty.. walking around the school and the 'Uniform', I miss the hours we,my friends and I would spend on stage, dancing and practising for skits.. I miss Camps.. (the late night talks and showering in cold water), I miss having Nicknames for Teachers, I miss the sound of a school Bell, I miss wearing white shoes.. Now, dont get me wrong, Im not sad or anything.. I really am happy here, like I said it before, I feel like I never left st.3 with my new friends by my side.. but doing a bit of reflection once in a while keeps me happy and provides me a sence of hope in the future.. and also humbles me in away... so, friends, if you have time, try to look back.. you'll be amaze at how many new things you'll notice that you never notice before..