The Last Minute good old days..

This post is specially dedicated to Michelle Helen D'rozario. You will forever be remembered my friend =).

* In photo....
Band Name: Last Minute
Band Members:
- Michelle. H= Lead singer
- Marie J= Second voice
- Deborah D= Guitarist
- Natasha B= err... hand clapper, and ketepong player (yess.. KETEPONG)

Debut: Talentine 2005
Awards: Second place in Talentine 2005
Performances: Talentine 05, YSC Night, RCYU AGM and RC Night..

Well known for: doing own version of 'You look wonderful tonight' and 'Kiss me'
- Experimenting with traditional and modern instrument ( eg. KETEPONG)

Disband: In 2006, as a sign of respect. Last performance in March 2006, Michelle's Funeral.. Last Minute can never be the same without her..


The Last Minute, why? because, we would preform last minute and before we made our first special appearence it was like one hour before we step on stage.. so last Minute it was..
This photo was taken in 2005 if I am not mistaken.

*Ps: Me with Short Hair!.. hahaha.. ( post on open mindedness soon to be put up)

bad habits

This is a video of manda and me talking about Bad Habits... its about 5 min... so enjoy..

Ps: listen with earphones for better sound quality..

a post....

I know, I promise to post up some really "cool" post but forgive me I have been busy *cough* Lazy*cough* =).. but believe me, it has been on my mind.. maybe the real reason here is.. what is it that I want to write about.. so lets make this fun.. I will make a list and see which one do you.. YES YOU! (in my commercial voice).. want me to start with first.. =)

1)Art

2)Open mindedness

3)Leadership

4)Student life

5)Bad Habit

Plesea leave a comment on the chatbox, facebook or comment box.... anyone who pick first will be the next post and so on and so forth.. lets see, if this will ingnite the fire in me to blog again..

WAS about to delete this blog..

Two weeks ago, I was staring at the delete button and was thinking of deleting THIS blog. I felt like there was no point anymore and that this blog is not giving me or the readers any benefits. I stared at it for at least a good 1 hour, (yes.. ONE HOUR).. then I thought, maybe I should write one last post, So I figured my last would be about all the people that has impacted me, people that if I have never met my life right here, right now, would be extremely different.. while the angel and devil on my shoulders was battling the 'to delete not delete'. I realise why do I need to wait until it was my last post to write about these wonderful people? Its the same case when answering the question

'If you know today was your last day on earth, how would you spend it'? usually
many would aswer the 'standard' answer, 'I would spent it with my loved ones and
tell them I love them'.. Why? why do we wait for the last minute to them that we
love them?

After much 'snacking' and reading Apple's and Farah's blog, I figured that I should keep this blog after all its like an online scrapbook, many experince shared, all good and bad.. Also its like a daily reminder of how far I have gone in life. Like what Farah wrote, 'this is like our journal '.. Ms. Anne always encouraged us to be REFLECTIVE LEARNERS.. at first I did not understand, what that means, but now I do.. its not enough to just go through things (in her case learning new literature style) but whats also important is what you understand after that .. I guess this is the most important thing any Teacher could teach their Students.. after all, you what they say 'The Best Teachers not only teach but INSPIRES'..

Looking back at all the pros and cons, I guess blogs in the Future would be useful, just imagine this If there was some kind of Miracle and I do get Married and have Kids of my own some day.. Telling them my life story and how I cope with everything around me would be more interesting.. or better yet, to my grandchildren, through this blog, they can read how I felt, and how I dealt with life experience in what I live by... and maybe it can help them understand the situation, making more sense to them as I was their age at that time and becomes easier for them to relate. And of all my silly jokes, inspirational moments and theories

--> Imma gonna be the COOLEST grandma! o yea o yea..

I imagine the conversation would be like.. 'OOOOOOOO, I experience 'that' before read my blog entery on how I cope with 'that' in year 2009, April 1st'.. haha!! ( I am guessing some of you will do that after reading this post, I can't remember myself, if you do tell me what was it.. there might be a prize waiting for you all the way from Perth Australia ;D )

MY conclusion after much yapping is.... to keep this blog until the day I DIE or.. until blogger ever charge $100 per post than bye bye.. till then, I shall be here forevermore..

Ps: I will do a post on the 'Wonderful' people soon.. so be nice and who knows my 'FUTURE kids' will be reading about you..

*Edited: ok, people.. I have re-spell the word DELETE, looks like it was the only thing that caught your attention- then maybe it was intentional after all.. wink wink..

I rather

Sticks and Stones can hurt me, but harsh words can never hurt me.. Sometimes I rather sticks and stones, bruises and cuts are better off to me.. bitter words are like harsh knife that stabs the heart and with every minute the pain that lingers feels as if the knife is twisted a little to emphasize on the pain. As a reminder that no one can run away from it, that deep pain turns into hollow emptiness, your body starts to feel numb, you are not sure of what you feel anymore. You tell yourself to be strong, you curse the cursed, like a boat in the middle of the sea, rocking back and forth, you know where you are but at the same time everything around is unfirmiliar.

From the mouth, the true intention of the heart is revealed.. that is why, what you say or said can have an impact on someone,yesterday, today or tomorrow.. This is for all of us who don't think before we speak and who struggle with egoism.. because at least once in our life we were the one or the other..

Break

I am having a 2 weeks break at the moment.. so lets see if I have more reasons to blog.. actually for the pass few days I have been having alot of '10:40pm' moments (inspirational moments) but I'll leave it for some other day.. time to show the world how I spend my holidays..

Love part 2.. Sorry not today..

Yup, yup.. to love we must learn that it is all about timing.. and I am not talking about 'oo, i'll be free tomorrow, so I'll love you then ok?'.. Well actually it not about timing, but all about timing.. (you get me?).. its about giving that time, that one hour you cannot get back to spend with someone.. someone once ask me, how do you spell love? so I spelled LOVE.. then she said no.... so I thought.. 'OOO, I get it.. (it must be something to do with the Bible).. then I spelled.. JESUS.. and she said 'nope' again.. so I just gave up, and waited for the answer, she spelled it.. as T.I.M.E.. and so the long 'intellectual conversation' we had was sum up into the conclusion where, when we love someone or something, we don't mind investing our time on them.. because we know its worth it..

Note: I went to the Royal Perth Show and it was Awesome.. I love the picture, one of my proudest moment in life.. no editing invole, the colour of the sky was just perfect..