A new perspective.. thanks to manda.. aiyo..

I'm no movie critic.. just someone who enjoys watching movies. i like Movies that can make you learn something new about the world, looking through life in another person's eyes, or movies that tell you a story about the a world that you never imagine.. . haha.. anyway, no, dont lable it as indie films.. I like all sort of movie, as long as it can grab my attention.. I enjoy comedy, sad ones with hallmarks moments that makes you cry ten thousand times, war movies, dark comedies, cartoon.. but honestly I am more of a fan for 'its a hard life but you are not alone' kind of movies, some would call it harsh but I call it a good reality check.. part of me thinks, my liking towards movie like this , is mean.. it makes me feel guilty. Just another audience, in front of the tv.. sitting on my couch, comfortable.. while infront of me is someone is who is suffering.. especially movies tht are claimed to be based on real life experience.. part of me wish it is just another media gimmick.. just to add more spice into the soup (yeah, quote me).. than, looking back on the wish.. I feel even more guilty for denying someone's strength... you, see, my complex mind, just goes on wondering, what if's?, should have, could have, would have, but when life gets tough.. I switch off the tv, put the dvd in the case and life goes on..for me... because I cant do anything else..

anyway, last night Manda and i watched a movie called 'The Kite Runner', yes another one of those, books turn movie.. and yes the movie did justice to the book. Its about loyalty, friendship and second chances.. yes, another one of those movies tht is base on real life..with a smack of reality and whole lot of feelings.I cried like there was no tommorrow.. It aroused many emotions, guilt, pain, happiness, anger and disgust.. questions like how could the world be so 'evil', why do bad things happen to good people.. I would go as far as.. how could God allow this?.. yes to the point of sleepless night, to the point where I look at myself and ask God, if i could make one person life a little less painful, I want in.. If u have not seen or read it.. make sure u do it, but If you are the kind tht cant handle pain.. maybe its not for you

A new prespective?.. if I ever have a son, i would never let him walk alone. I would send him for Karate lessons.. I would teach him how to defend himself properly and forget about being macho, if he is in trouble he should be brave enough to shout for help!