HEALING RALLY

I WENT IN A SKEPTIC, WONDERING IF ALL WAS TRUE, (HUH, SOME FAITH, CALLS MYSELF A CHRISTIAN) BUT AFTER THAT NIGHT I CAME OUT A BELIEVER, HAVING MORE FAITH IN GOD THAN EVER BEFORE. I WAS NOT READY FOR WHAT WAS HAPPENING LAST MONDAY, THOUGHT THAT I WAS STRONG ALL THIS WHILE, THOUGHT THAT MY FAITH WAS SUFFICIENT ENOUGH.. BOY, WAS I WRONG, I FINALLY NOTICE, HOW MUCH MORE I HAVE TO GROW IN MY CHRISTIAN LIFE. OK, SO YOU ALL MUST BE THINKING, WHAT HAPPEN?? SO OK, MY DAY STARTED PRETTY NORMAL, IT WAS A MONDAY, BUT SOMETHING IN TELLS ME IT WAS GOING TO BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN SOME THING OUT OF THE ORDINARY WILL HAPPEN, AND YES SOMETHING DID. AFTER CLASS, I WENT TO THE LIBRARY, TO STUDY FOR A SOCIOLOGY TEST ..(SOCIO NOT THT FUN ANYMORE).. THEN MY FRIEND CHELSEA (YES I TOO HAVE A FRIEND NAME CHELSEA) CAME AND ASK ME IF I WANTED TO GO FOR THE HEALING RALLY THAT EVENING,

I HEARD ABOUT IT.. ABOUT SOME AFRICAN PASTOR WHO WAS SAID TO RECEIVE HEALING POWER FROM GOD..I WANTED TO GO WHEN I HEARD ABOUT IT A FEW WEEKS AGO BUT, AT THAT TIME WHEN SHE ASKED ME, I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I DIDN'T WANT TOO..(MYBE IT WAS THE DEVIL..HAHA).. AFTER SHE LEFT, I FELT WEIRD, AS IF SOMETHING DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT.. I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE..'WHAT IF' 'SHOULD HAVE' OR 'NO OTHER CHANCE'.. KIND OF QUESTIONS.. I BRIEFLY..BRIEFLY!!! SAID THIS TO GOD.. "GOD IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO GO TO THIS EVENT, LET IT BE SO CLEAR TO ME".. NEXT THING I KNEW, LOIUS AND CHELSEA CAME BACK TO ASK ME AGAIN, AND IT SEEM LIKE THEY NEEDED TO TAKE A CAB TO GO TO THE VENUE, SO, IF I WERE TO GO, THE FAIR WOULD BE MUCH CHEAPER. LIKE I SAID, EVERYTHING WAS UNPLAN.. WE WALK OVER THE SO CALL TAXI PLACE, BUT WHILE WALKING WE COULD SEE THERE WAS NO CAB WAITING, SUDDENLLY, OUT OF NO WHERE, THIS TAXI.. JUST SWING BY, AND STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF US, I DON'T KNOW WHAT CHELSEA AND LOUIS WAS THINKING.. BUT I WAS LIKE ' OH YAEH, THIS IS SOO GOD'..



WE GOT TO THE PLACE ON TIME, AND WAS AMAZE AT HOW MANY PEOPLE CAME. SO MANY PEOPLE FROM DIFFERENT WALKS OF LIFE ALL CAME, TO WITNESS AND HAVE HOPE ON WHAT THEY WERE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE. LIKE I SAID, I CAME IN A SKEPTIC, I UNCONCIOUSLY CAME IN THINKING, THAT I WAS JUST THERE TO PROVE IT WAS ALL IN THE MIND KIND OF THING.. BUT THE MOMENT THE PASTOR CAME IN, AND PREACH I KNEW HE WAS SINCERE.. BUT AGAIN, THE THOUGHT OF 'I'LL BELIEVE IT IF I SEE IT' WAS STILL LINGERING IN MY MIND. THEN OH MY, WE STARTED TO PRAY, HE STARTED TO CALL ALL THOSE WHO WERE BLIND, DEAF AND MUTE.. HE SAID HE WANTED TO PRAY OVER THIS PEOPLE FIRST. I REMEMBERED THERE WERE 15 PPL WALIKING UP TO THE FRONT, THEN THE PASTOR ASKED US TO PRAY AS ONE, TO BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD.. YOU SEE WHAT I RESPECT ABOUT THIS PASTOR IS, THAT HE DOESN'T GO ALL ABOUT TELLING PEOPLE THAT HE IS GOD, THE FACT THAT HE JUST WALKED IN THE HALL, WITHOUT ANY SPECIAL TREATMENT, ie: PEOPLE CLAPING AS HE WAS DOWN THE AISLE, INSTEAD HE JUST WALK IN WITH HIS WIFE BY HIS SIDE, ALL CALMLY THAT HUMBLE ACTION ITSELF, DESERVE A SALUTE.

PASTOR rOBERT KAYANJA.. SAID ' I AM AN ORDINARY MAN, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PROPHET KAYANJA IN THE BIBLE, BUT I HAVE A BEST FRIEND, NAME JESUS CHRIST THAT WANTS TO HEAL YOU, AND YOU TOO CAN BE HIS FRINED'..(YEAH, HE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. EVERYBODY CHEERED AS HE SAID IT.. OK, SO LIKE TO THE INTERESTING PART.. THAT NIGHT IT SELF I SAW 15 DEAF AND BLIND HEALED!.. I WAS AT AWE, IT WAS DONE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.. THERE WAS NO WAY FOR ME TO DENY THR TRUE EXISTENCE OF GOD AND HIS MERCYLESS POWERS, THIS GIRL WHO COULD NEVER HEAR SINCE SHE WAS BORN, CAN COME BACK HOME THAT NIGHT, ABLE TO APPREACIATE MUSIC.. THAT SCENARIO KEPT REPEATING IN MY MIND.. MAN, THE LOVE OF GOD FOR HIS PEOPLE WAS SO STRONG THAT NIGHT, I PROMISE MYSELF BEFORE HAND, THAT I WOULD BE STRONG, THAT I WOULD NOT GIVE IN.. I GUESS, EVERYTHING WAS TOO OVERWHELMING FOR ME.. I CRIED.. YUP, TEARS OF JOY.. MY FAITH THAT NIGHT ROSED UP TO THE HEAVENS.. I BELIEVE.. NO, I AM NOT MAKING IT UP.. IT IS UP TO YOU TO BELEIVE.. I WONT TELL YOU OFF EVEN IF YOU DISAGREE.. BECAUSE MY FAITH RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW, IS CERTAIN..

THE NEXT NIGHT, WHICH WAS TUESDAY NIGHT, MY FRIEND TOLD ME 5 PEOPLE WHO WAS PARALYZED GAIN THE STRENGHT TO WALK.. SADLY I WAS NOT THERE TO SEE IT.. BUT MAN.. MONDAY NIGHT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME.. I LITERALLY HEARD THIS MUTE GIRL SPEAK, AND WITNESS THIS BLIND MAN GAIN HIS EYESIGHT.. HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD..

my list of happy songs

if you want to be happy haha

If you wanna be happy
For the rest of your life,
Never make a pretty woman your wife,
So from my personal point of view,
Get an ugly girl to marry you.

A pretty woman makes her husband look small
And very often causes his downfall.
As soon as he marries her
Then she starts to do
The things that will break his heart.
But if you make an ugly woman your wife,
You'll be happy for the rest of your life,
An ugly woman cooks her meals on time,
She'll always give you peace of mind.

Don't let your friends say
You have no taste,
Go ahead and marry anyway,
Though her face is ugly,
Her eyes don't match,
Take it from me she's a better catch.

Say man.
Hey baby.
Saw your wife the other day.
Yeah?
Yeah, she's ugly.
Yeah, she's ugly but she sure can cook.
Yeah?. Okay.

lalalala...

If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song

one part of Miley Cyrus's song that I like called -If we were a movie.. (don't give me that look, I have little sisters to back me up..haha) how about YOU? =P

Back in Subang..

haha.. I never thought I would miss it.. yea, i KIND OF DID FOR AWHILE.. but it was nice to be back at the same time.. the whole college life I meant.. ok, so far I have not properly explain my classroom life in TAYLORS.. Honestly I still feel like I never left St.teresa..( no, its no an all girl classroom) just the fact that everyone around me reminds me of a friend or at least someone like I use to know in st.3. Call it my luck, charm or some unexplanable magnet that I am fortunate enough to cross path with this bunch of people. They are, Loud, Funny, Crazy, Spontaneous, drives our lecturer of the wall-but- still-lovable kind of people. Seriously I feel like I never left st.3, within just 2 months we had many inside jokes, pranks, Drama, issues, complains, nicknames.. whatever name it we got it.. and during the one week holiday, I thought that I would miss them.. haha.. PL5, haha.. it feels like 5sc3.. cant wait for the year book to come out (yes in Taylors there is still such a thing as year book).. oh, man.. it will be interesting..

Im not left behind anymore

HAPPY MALAYSIAN DAY!!!.. see i told u I'll write something on a significant event.. woohoo! Im not left behind anymore.. it is historic right?? Im 'in' right??

Im always left behind..

you know what I notice when I read other blogger's blog, I am always left behind, it is as if they have this secrect blog meeting and plan on what to write and when to write. Maybe its just me, Like the Olympic, I didnt blog about the opening ceremony, Oh and, the significant date 08/08/08, not that either, or how about Merdeka?? now why didn't I blog about that too?? and then at last.. the trend of celebrating your 100th post.. guess what?? I am 5 post ahead and I just miss my chance.. haha.. so I shall prepare myself for the next up coming event.. hope I can remember it.. haha.. Anyway.. so sorry you guys my hp, has not been working properly lately.. so it has been hard to contact me, and yes.. I am back in Kuching.. now don't feel bad ppl, I didnt tell anyone I was back for one whole week.. yes, even my family..my grandma was like "EHH! nama ndak madah pulai".. haha in her funny grandma way.. my sisters didnt know until the day before.. well jasmine didnt know what time, lilian was my secret agent.. well no one knew exactly what time.. Aunty Mei picked me up from the airport.. I wanted to suprise people, but mostly I just wanted to be back in Kuching stress free.. Yup, its good to be back.. I met up with my first love.. Laksa.. and not forgetting open air siobee.. ahh, bliss..