Pain, Pain, PAIN!.. and so it begins..

Pain, I am in Pain.. there is no point running away from it.. My wisdom tooth has to come out.. I have to go to the dentist.. I cant live like this anymore.. WHY???.. I'm in Pain.. I'm not exagerating.. I visited a couple of site..(yes Google wisdom tooth pain and you'll understand).. the pain just attacks you.. no warning.. the whole left side of my head hurts, my vain seriously feels like exploding, my lower jaw feels heavy, I have earache, my left eye is painful too, don't ask me about eating.. (sorry for being too detail).. I can feel cold sweats coming down my back.. tonight is going to be a painful night.. I can tell.. it is a war between my mind and my senses.. (again Jason did the unthinkable, he got me the dentist's number!, he knows how i feel about doctors and and dentist and yet..sigh.. what a friend, what a friend..).. Tomrrow, I will walk into the dentist office.. and hopefully.. No, Surely.. will end all this problems.. honestly I am scared.. but .. the pain is just too much.. I cant hold it in any longer..

Dear, Lilian ans jasmine..

I am sorry to say it is genetics.. I laughed at Manda.. now its my turn.. soon it will be yours too. I pray yours will be less painful and please, now that you are reading this at an early age.. be fully prepared. I also pray you have many good friends around to help you when the wisdom tooth strike.. better yet.. pray that you both are still in the comfort of Kuching.. where Ini is there to take care of you. I went to church just now.. I ask some my friends.. why 'they' call it the 'Wisdom' tooth?? they said its because the pain builds character.. so ask me again how painful it is??.. THE PAIN BUILDS CHARACTER.. I shall end here... Good night.. the war starts now..

Things are looking up..

This has been my best friend for the past few days.. pain killers and Orange juice (amazingly its good for sore gum..who knew??)

Manda's letter came from Perth!.. Thanks .. Orang Gila..

Oh yes, Oh yes.. that is my sociology book!.. that big and as thick as a dictionary.. 1 chapter, 100 page, we have 15 Chapters.. I kid you not..

This is Asia Cafe.. Subang's version of Jalan Song.. my jiran.. seriously..

This is what happens when humans get addicted to the Olympics..

The morning of the Charity Fun Fair in Taylors..

There was a dunking booth.. haha.. pity the girl.. (now, why didn't we have that in st.3's fun fair last time?)..

Random..

hye.. how are ya'll doing? great? fine? ok?.. be honest.. no really.. Good?.. yup, I'm good.. so far life is great..yeah, you know what they say... when life gives you orange make orange juice.. what? didnt expect that? so you prefer lemons? ok, cool I understand.. just go with the flow.. yup, yup.. things are great.. serious to God.. I am.. how about you? oh.. I ask you that already? awesome.. so.. what is it again? the answer I mean.. no I'm just asking.. your confuse? so am I.. then why? why not?

honesty is the best policy, how many of you have ever come across this kind of situation? getting a question in return for your question.. do you feel annoyed? dont you just want them to just be real? .. yup, Im sorry.. I am happy.. But this week.. I have been sick (I sprain my left angkle, I had high fever, I just recover from an eye infection, I had a slight flu and my wisdom tooth is growing hence the terrible pain I felt last night..and still not many ppl know abt this up till now).. yup, last night I literally thought I would die.. The pain was too unberable.. my brain was throbing, I could feel it bursting in my vains.. I was sweating cold sweats..( bet I resemble the hulk) I couldnt even get up.. .. and I was alone..all alone in my room.. couldnt reach out to my house mates.. it lasted from 1am-3am in the moring.. had three hours of sleep thn of to college..

yeah, I know.. Why didnt you call for help? why didnt you stayed in bed? honestly I feel fine now.. i did msg manda..
cha: manda, help me I'm in pain now, pls pray for me, I have toothache, my cheek is sore, and my head hurts.
Manda: Ohmygosh!.. pls drink water.. 1:10am
Manda.. are u ok cha?
Cha: no point drinking water only makes it worst.. I want to sleep but I cant..Painful.. pls help.. 1:30pm..
the pain went on.. I remember praying.. my head between my knees trying to hold it in..I wanted to cry.. but it was too painful.. I cried in the inside.. how could God let me go through this?...

then I woke up, all revive.. life back to normal.. everything seem surreal.. not tired, not in pain.. life was back to normal.. how can tht be? after what happen last night? ..God?.. life goes on.. no one notice.. yup, all is good.. im doing fine.. sorry for making you worried manda, and thank you for your prayers.. you knew most of my injuries and you were serious about asking me to see a doctor weren't you Jason? well i finally went..I hate doctors.. talk some sense into me.. yup.. laugh about it.. while caring.. it hurts me to say but I am grateful.. so.. thank you =)..

99 BALLOONS

ANOTHER INSPIRING VIDEO.. JUST SO YOU KNOW..I CRIED..

My life so far..

Our farewell lunch for Sheree at pizza hut.. the smiling monkey in the middle is not her.. too bad.. its FARAH!

Shameni and I went grocery shopping and the taxi have tv!.. cerita Hindi sumor!

Jason.. My church Buddy.. he ran for the half price ice cream in Mcd.. seriously would do anything for food.. Aduh..

Shellyn and the rest came by for the weekend for the Passion Conference in Sunway!!

Zack, shellyn and Emily!!!

us.. in Sunway Piramid!

hahaha.. yup, they had a HSM thingy.. had to take a pic..

Ready for the Passion Conference!!.. WOOT!

too many people waiting in line!!

Met up with Ps.NED!!!

During Passion!!.. wow! that night was on Awesome beyond amazing Nite!.. the best!

My class Charity project.. Fish spa!.. and all who is sitting is mostly my classmates.. thn met up with Parv right after!!

A Change..

Yup, thats what the earth looks like due to a great impact with an asteroid.. A Change Occurs.. I mean there should be. and that was exactly the question I keep asking myself. Something must Change when an impact happens.. Then why??
Why do people who proclaim to be touched by God still show no change? Isn't our God a Big and great God? Shouldn't the lives of the so called 'Believers' be change from there old ways of life to a new? Shouldn't the Change be so obvious that others can not deny the new change in you? Isn't our God great enough to to do all that? yet these So Called believers go around and telling people 'ohw I am a change person', but still goes on living the same old ways.. whatever happen to the phrase 'to turn over a new leaf'? .... I am reminded of a story/situation whatever you call it..

A man was one hour late for a date, when he finally got to the restaurant to meet his date he told her that he got into a Huge accident.. apparently a Huge Lorry crashed in to his Kancil car.. the funny thing is.. when the date look at him, he looked perfectly fine, not a single bruise or cut nor was he bleeding.. his attire was not out of place, and he wasn't out of breath or sweating as if going through a shock.. tell me.. how can the date believe the story he just told her? isn't a huge lorry big enough to crumple a kancil? isnt he suppose to be at least in a state of trauma? ... yup, no obvious prove.. tell me are you trully change? can others look at you and confidently declare YES!.. this person when through a life changing experience.. I tell you all .. lets all look into our life today.. lets really check if we are trully a believer...

One month in Kl..

Time just pass by so fast.. too fast I say, its already a month since I've been here and it felt like just last week I walk into Taylors.. a lot has happen since then, haha.. made new friends, ate new food (thanks to Jason), had to get use to the time (KL time damn Fast i tell you!) and discovering my own ability and strength. I am glad to say.. I did not fall into the Cultural Shock life of Kl.. Its easy for me I guess, I just couldnt bother about the Huge shopping malls, the excessive shopping or the 'Night Life'.. haha.. some might ask if I even have a life?? no worries.. I do.. Like I'm really trying to find time to do all of it.. College activity, Reports and assignments, Church activity (no surprise there), spending time with Friends (once in awhile ma)..yup, Fun,Fun.. but honestly.. its the people that makes the whole atmosphere fun.. I guess what I'm trying to say is life in KL is just as easy going compare to Kuching.. it depends on what kind of Fun your looking for.. Remember Happiness is a choice.. We may be different but we are all looking for one thing, a place to belong.