The Observer in me..

The purpose to live, is it really a mystery, ask yourself why do you work so hard? is the money really worth it? are you suppose to be where you are now?.. is there any other options for you?.. Have you ever notice how uptil now, everything feels like a puzzle.. a part of your past connected to a future?.. and yet some part are still missing.. maybe its more like a chess game then, Nervous for your next move,a slight mistake and your out.. one of those moment where you feel unsure and your mind stays on the thought of the road not taken..

Ahh, while everyone in this world is focusing on the bad things in life, I for one, cant help but say all hope is not lost, really.. look around you.. (I SAID LOOK!).. did you see it? .. that simple 'Hello', that Father over there holding his daughter in his arm, That 'Ah ma" laughing with her friends, That hawker vender wiping sweat over his forhead while earnestly making your 'Kueh Tiaw' so that you get the best of the best.. did you?.. look again.. this time open your eyes, but beware dont judge.. there is still so many goodness in this world out there.. yet we take it for granted.. I say salute to all those that makes an effort to smile everyday, salute to ppl who makes it a point to enjoy life.. salute to YOU..

Dear God,

Open our eyes so that we see things the way YOU see things, Open our hearts so that we will LOve like you..

Reading time

The READING Bus

Pictures of the Mobile Library that I promise to show..This in the colourful cupboard that we use to put the books in.. Look! we have SpongeBob Books.. haha!

The cupboard consist of four parts and it can be separated from each other , so that it can fit into the Land Cruser... cool right?

THE READING BUs..

If you are wondering why its not actually a Bus, its because, we are targeting to go into 'Kampungs' and usually the roads to different 'Kampungs' are not smooth.. so the Land Cruser it is.. Ps: shall put up a video of the kids reading (so funny and cute) and a video of us palying in the 'sungai'..

SUPER HEROES and SUPER VILLAINS..

Ahh.. another one of those post, where you can get insparation from.. I now present.. the SUPER HEROES and SUPER VILLAINS principle, ok, its easy.. this idea came from my younger sister Lilian.. her question was "why ah, the orang jahat never give up, they always rajin".. thn it got me thinking.. yes, My Rainbow complex brain started coming up with an equation, theory and conclusion.. and today, for the first time, I had a 'TEaM" (you know who u are) to help me come up with the equation.. Super Heroes + Super Villians = Good worker.. haha.. why?? ok.. here goes..

Super Heroes make good workers because they NEVER COMPLAINT.. true? even after the most tiring day of getting beaten up, they never complaint 'oh! my knee hurts' or 'Oh! so painful my bacck".. even if someone shove a knife through their leg.. or shoot at them they never complaint about the pain or worst to the person doing it.. haha.. that's why I think we tend to like heroes more.. they just deal with the pain.. and get the job done..

Next, Super Villians, they NEVER GIVE UP, no matter how much they fail, they always come back with an even more 'evil plan' to destroy the world, take Mojojo as an example (I dont know why but I just think he is the perfect example.. hahaha).. he never gives up after endless attempt to control the world, haha.. SUPER Villains are diligent workers.. I mean, just when you thought, "thats it.. he's going to lose, they always come up with an aha!- say -hello -to -my -little friend moment..(you know, like suddenly they pull out a tiny gun from their pocket, and start shooting.. almost always, prepared for the worst.. Back up plan, totally exacuted)..

so all I want to say is THINK like a SUPER HERO and WORK like a SUPER VILLIAN..

Tagged by CHING

• Upload your fave picture and answer the question below
• why did you choose the photo?
• Because it makes me laugh.. hahaha.. a mix of modern and classic art..
• When was the last time you ate pizza?
• On Thursday night.. at Ps.Cheli and Auntie Mei's House..
• The last song you've listen too?
• An instrumental sape music.. I just bought the CD, very calming.. haha!
• What are you doing beside answering this tag?
• Eating chocolates..
• Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
• Ermm.. very tricky.. lets just say I can differentciate my old and new friends by the way they call me.. new friends call me Natasha (except AUDREY HON, JERVYNNA TEH and sometimes AUDREY TIONG or CHANGI).. close friends calls me Tasha, really old friends and family calls me TaCha or Cha.. exception to Nadia who calls me Tachi, and Parv calls me Tash..so.. does that answer your question?.. btw.. Natasha spelled backwards is AH SATAN!!.. muahah!
• Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them
• 1)Manda
• 2)Apple
• 3)Farah
• 4)Aneez
• 5)Changi
• 6)Tonyong
• who is number 1?
• My ultimate Boss.. aka, BIG SIS
• No.3 has a relationship with?
• should be with her books since EXAMS are near!.. *cough* web guy *cough*
• Say something about number 5
• HOT STUFF, lame joke partner, Church geng, Best cheese cake baker! haha!.. secret out!
• How about number 4?
• My kindred spirit! lame joke filter and one of the mos coolest and real person I know on earth!.. uniquely herself..
• who is number 2?
• The Fruit, my stupid convo buddy, very mellow but can be funny at times and like a lil sister to me.. haha!
• Say something to number 6
• My good and faithful servant.. I mean Helper.. why have u forsaken me??.. why u want to quit? I buy u Mc Flurry soon ok!!!.. =D

Growing pains..

Grey hair, back pains, stiff muscle, stomach problems, eye sight problem.. what else? the body that you use to have control over is taking over you instead.. your used -to-be -freedom, in doing whatever you want to do, eat whatever you want to eat.. has become something to be concious about.. what is freedom when it is limited?.. isn't life cruel in that sense, first it allows you to enjoy and indulge in all the wonderful things of the world.. only now to realise what use to be fun isn't fun anymore..

When Manda was a baby, you took care of her, you gave her the ceremonial bath, "mandik bungai".. your intension is true.. She is beautiful..

When I was a baby, you took care of me.. I was name after you.. in photographs of me as a baby, I see you and me..

When Lilian and Jasmine was a baby, you were there too.. not much memory.. but you were stronger..

Now, roles are switch.. life, being life, will always change.. you sit, I stare.. you grunt, I respond, Humans are selective helpers.. everyone wants to play with the sick kid, but no one wants to clean up after an old person.. (hurts to know right?..) I'm still learning.. nope, this is not an Ode to Old age.. but more of a reminder to me, that when I am old and weak one day..I should never expect much, that we humans are all the same.. and if anyone is taking care of me.. I should appreciate them more.. knowing what I know now, I hope this attitude of gratitude stays in me..

* the photo is the famous Ruai I have been talking about

Hahahaha.. part 2

One day, siew pau and maggi mee had a big fight.Maggi mee beat siew pau up until it had bruises on its pau body.

Siew Pau loose in the fight and went back to tell all the paus family;kaya pau, tau SA pau, curry pau, and etc.So together?.. all paus went to find maggi mee for revenge.

On the way... they met Spaghetti?.. . so all pau ran to Spaghetti and BEAT the hell up on Spaghetti that Spaghetti can't say a word,

Spaghetti then scream...
"WHAT DID I DO? I don't even know you all"???.Then the siew pau say??..
"HEH! MAGGI MEE! Don't think I can't recognize you after you do REBONDING!"

*taken from KK chew..